Nobody would come with me to this party or whatever it was. Ellie made some excuse about needing to study and Molly took off somewhere with her new boyfriend. I didn’t really want to go to this event alone. I had fantasised about Kevin for so long that I wasn’t sure I could be trusted to be around him without supervision. Especially with all the emotions that had been flowing through me over the last few days.
My sudden infatuation for Ezra had made me feel insecure about myself and perpetually horny. I was probably going to end up throwing myself at Kevin and making a complete fool out of myself when he rejected me. I didn’t have any better plans for the evening though. The alternative was sitting alone in my room, feeling sorry for myself and that didn’t sound like much fun. I wasn’t su
