I walked home and tears filled my eyes just by the thought that I will never have friends. I should have just heard them out, then stay mad at them for a few days afterwards accept being friends with them, at least that is what a normal person would do.
Well I guess I am not normal, I am broken physically and mentally and because of that I am pushing everyone away, I am just scared, and I want my parents and I should not think of having friends because my stepfather would never allow me so I should just forget about that.
I know It seems pathetic right now but I really do not care I cried my eyes out and I took my time walking home, I totally forgot that my step father expects me to be home before him and to have lunch ready for him.
I started jogging the rest of the way home. When I go
