It has been a month since that incident with Samuel. My friends were very disappointed in me but I can't explain everything to them. Yes, I was embarrassed and that just made me become a quiet person. I have almost stopped talking to them. Even when all of us are together, I stay quiet. They have tried many times to make me talk but I only reply to their questions. I never initiate the conversation. Most of the times, I stay alone while Samuel stays with our friends.
My depression is at its peak and I have started taking sleeping pills every night. Samuel's behavior has been very different. It has become very hard for me to understand his thoughts. No matter how much I tried, but I still can't get Maisie and that incident out of my head. Eventhough he confessed his sin himself, but there
