Love Me Again, My Alpha

CHAPTER 16

Sage

Liyue pulled me closer at walang anu-ano ay hinalikan ako sa mga labi. I was shock at hindi ko napaghandaan iyon. Upang hindi ako matumba, iniyakap ko sa kanya ang aking mga braso. Sakto namang nahagip ng aking paningin si Cullen na kakalabas lang sa food storage room. Nakita niya kami at hindi nakaligtas sa akin ang pagkabigla niya ng ilang sandali at ang pagngilid ng kanyang mgauha sa mata. Ang akala niya ay hindi ko siya nakita.

Muli siyang bumalik sa loob.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"What? Mali bang halikan ang b

aking fiance?" tanong nito sa akin.

"We're just pretending," pagpapa-alala ko sa kanya "Until you get what you want to your father," sabi ko pa.

"But can't we just make it real? I mean you know I like you from the beginning," aniya.

"Sorry the deal is a deal. Nothing's personal," sabi ko sa kanya. "Anyway, what are you doing here? Akala ko ba nasa vacation kayo ng boyfriend mo?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"We broke up," agad niyang sagot.

"Huh? Para kelan lang ay nakita ko kayo nagde-date."

"I don't take anyone seriously. Alam mo naman, ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko. I like you, Sage. I like you so much."

Bumuntong-hininga ako.

"You know what the answer is, Liyue. Patay na ang Lola. I don't have to continue this engagement but since you helped me a lot, I'll help you too. Iyon ang usapan natin. And please don't go near the kids. They don't like you," sabi ko pa bago naupo sa aking study table pagkapasok namin at humarap sa laptop.

"They are going to be my kids also when we get married," sagot niya sa akin following me.

"You know that's not gonna happen. My job to help your family financially is done as well as you help me with my grandma. And also my kid's real mom is out there. I have to find them. It's healthy for my kids to be with their mom, don't you think?" tanong ko sa kanya.

Galit na napahalukipkip siya.

"Why do I feel like your kids mom is that omega you brought home," aniya sa akin.

Tumigas ang aking mukha na napatingin sa kanya.

"It's none of your business," sagot ko sa kanya. "I keep my private life private as well as you did to yourself. Kung anuman ang meron tayo, purely partnership lang. Until everything is over, we will be separate ways. And also," sabi ko pa. "Cullen is off limits. I let you bully all the nanny I hired before, but this one, this one is special. Do you understand, Liyue?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Yeah," sagot niya sa akin but I'm not convinced. I know Liyue. I just wish for him to find an alpha that suited him and leave me and Cullen alone.

"I'll be having my lunch here. Dad is suspecting me about having an affair with someone else. I had to level up my game," aniya.

"What do you want to do?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Kiss me in front of him. Treat me like we really are in love with each other," sagot niya sa akin.

Napangiwi and aking mga labi sa sinabi niya but still, ang kasunduan ay kasunduan. I an alpha with words so I have to do it ngunit bigla na lamang muling sumiksik ang nasaktang mukha ni Cullen. I know it because behind his sweet smile, I see Cullen that is hurting. Before he can remember the memories that he can't remember yet, I have to make sure that everything changes for good.

The urge to come to him. Comfort him, ask him for an apology, telling him that I never wanted that kiss, that I only desire him so strongly that I can't ignore it. But I have to level up my battle. I knew I'm wrong to keep everything from him. I wish I could just tell him the truth. But I can't yet. My deal with Liyue isn't done yet and I have to act cold towards him. Nagkakasya na muna ako sa deal sa pagitan naming dalawa.

"Nagtatanong ako kung magkano ang ibiniyad sa inyo ng lola noong mabubuhay pa siya sa omega na ibinigay niya sa inyo," tanong ko sa mag-asawang may edad na noong mahanap ko sila. These people made Cullen their money source and portable money maker para lang sa tunay nilang anak na walang kwenta at batugan.

"S-sino ka ba, ija?" tanong ng matandang lalaki.

"Ako ang asawa ng omegang ibinigay sa inyo ng lola ko," sabi ko sabay lapag ng isang attachecase sa harapan nila. "Pera ang laman niyan. Sa inyo na lahat iyan kapalit ng huwag na huwag na ninyo gagambalain ang asawa ko. Kapag nakita ko o narinig ko siyang kausap kayo o namomoblema dahil sa inyo, hindi nyo magugustuhan ang gagawin ko," dagdag ko pa. Hindi ko na hinintay ang isasagot ng dalawa bagkus ay tumalikod na ako at saka umalis sa bahay nila.

That couple is a scam. Hindi na mahalaga sa akin ang halaga ng pera na nagamit ko. Si Cullen ang mahalaga at kung tutuusin ay kulang pa iyon sa mga nagawa ko sa kanya. Sa mga broken promises at masasakit na salita na nasabi ko sa kanya.

And that night when I held him. When our bodies collided, he cried and wrapped his arms around me like he misses me so much. I can feel in his every move, his moans and his whispers about still loving me like, desiring me, Jesus, it made me want him so freaking much. He's still tight. And I love the way I'm inside of him.

My Cullen..

"You know, my sons are my business. You shouldn't miggle with how they should interact with Liyue," sabi ko sa kanya habang nagtitimpla ng gatas sa mga bata. I like teasing him and when he hides the pain he felt, he's a failure.

"I know that," sagot niya habang nakatalikod sa akin. "You don't have to tell me. Ang akin lang ay kapag ayaw ng bata. Huwag mong pilitin. Kids will warm to Liyue kapag gusto nila," sagot nito sa akin.

Habang nakatalikod si Cullen ay hindi ko mapigilan ang ilakbaumy ang aking mga mata sa kabuuan ng kanyang likuran.

Male omega's waist and hips are like the women's. And when they get pregnant, it will expand. Pregnant male omegas are so damn sexy. And Cullen is sexier than any dominant omega I have met. He carried my three little babies inside of him. Oh Jesus! I wanted to spank his ass so bad.

"You sound like you want to be their mom," sabi ko sa kanya.

Natigilan siya sa ginagawa at saka tumingin sa akin.

"I like kids pero marunong akong lumugar. If that right alpha will come, then I will be happy to carry our child," aniya bago ngumiti at saka muling bumalik sa pagtitimpla ng gatas.

Hindi ko nagustuhan ang sinabi niyang Right Alpha. Si Saffron kasi ang biglang pumasok sa aking isipan. He wanted to have her babies within him? Hindi pwede. He is mine.

Sa galit ko ay malalaking hakbang na nilapitan ko siya. At walang anu-ano ay sinibasib ko ng halik ang kanyang leeg.

Nagulat siya.

"N-not now Sage. Gising pa ang mga bata," sabi niya sa akin na pilit na tinatanggal ang aking mga braso na nakapalibot sa kanyang katawan.

"I will have you when I want it, anywhere and when," sagot ko sa kanya bago ko siya binuhat patungo sa aisle table kusina. "The kids will sleep with or without milk," sabi ko pa before unbuttoning his sleeping wear.

"Sage, please. S-stop," aniya pa habang pinipigilan ang aking mga kamay sa ginagawa.

"No," sabi ko bago tinakpan ng aking bibig ang kanyang bibig.

His struggles suddenly stopped at naramdaman ko na lang ang pagyakap ng kanyang mga braso sa aking leeg to deepen our kiss.

Nasa kusina kami. The danger of someone might see us doing this stuff added fuel to my desire. Alam ko namang hindi na lalabas si Nana Sonya ata ng mga bata sa ganitong oras. I will have him here no matter what.

As soon as I freed his body from his shirt, my fingers started to play with his n*****s. Hindi man ito katulad ng dibdib ng mga female omegas, Cullen's are the prettiest. My mouth loves to tease them, suck them until he can't contain his moans. He likes to play with my hair whenever I do that to him.

"Happy birthday, Sage," nakangiting bati niya sa akin noong pumunta ako sa kanyang apartment na tinutuluyan niya. Hindi niya sinabi sa akin na noong araw na iyon ay dinatnan siya ng kanyang unang heat. Namumula anh kanyang mga pisngi at ang kanyang mga mata ay punong-puno ng pagnanasa ang kanyang mga mata. The pheromones are thick and intoxicating. I was instantly aroused. "I'm sorry. I was about to make you a cake but my heat suddenly arrived," aniya pa na hinang-hinang nakaupo sa sahig.

This is his first heat. Oh Jesus. He smells so good that I can't stop myself from imagining how I will make love to him.

"Cullen..your scent. It's driving me crazy. I want to take you right now. It makes me want to embrace you," sabi ko sa kanya as I feel my desire for him grows.

Ngumiti siya.

"But the c-cake," aniya, trying to make himself up but to no avail, he can't. He's weak. The heat is making him weak.

"Forget the cake," sabi ko, kicking my sneakers off. "Because I'm about to savor myself with something that is much better than cake," dagdag ko pa before I pulled him up and kissed him deeply.

I was twenty three back then and he was eighteen. He's gift for me was his virginity. I was his first of everything. I made him cry that night. I embraced him. Promised him to raise a family, our own family. I lost count of how many times I had him completely or how many exchanges of I love yous we said.

I spent four days in his apartment aiding his heat. And that's the best moment I had in my life before Cullen become pregnant.