Chapter 19. Nada My eyes glide and fly open when he says that. He has secrets, I thought so. What was I even thinking? That he would come back after two years and still be without any secrets? I look at him trying to gauge his expression. It’s not easy to decipher what his expression is. I calm myself down and put on a straight face. If I don’t listen to him now, we will never have a forum to listen to one another. Life has been so unfair to me but I still pulled through. Whatever he is going to say, maybe is something that I already know or expect but if that doesn’t turn out to be the case then I will find a way to be okay with it. After all I am always in s**t and I always in one way or another manage to pull through. My personal chi has always been awake. ‘’Darling you are okay?

