What pains me is that Apothec is the first and only friend I made in the virtual world so far. He is the only one with a kind personality as well. I may have hung out with him only once but I feel that he is a good person, one who is thoughtful and caring. He is honestly the third person I trust in the real world, too.
He saved me. Yes, he died so that I may live. I cried my eyes out. Right now, I can feel my heart shred into pieces. I held his head close to my heart and wept bitterly for a long time. I cannot let him go yet. He will wake up in the real world after two days I know but then, all his memories will be wiped away and he will forget all about me. That’s the cruel reality I can’t accept. I thought I have met my ideal one already but he is taken away without him knowing that I
