Foridden Lust

Forbidden affair

Why does it feel like I need him and at the same time I dont need him, I managed to sneak back into the mansion and has some help get from the mansion to where I needed to see him to see what I am and how to control him and he never saw me as someone like a girlfriend and that never came across to me because I hate his guts tha makes seense why I cant leave him alone I think someday I might fall in love with him which is something I really don't know why they say that someone you hate might end up being someone you end up falling in love with and thats not what I plan with him he will never be someone i end upp loving but we dont know what destiny has in plans for me maybe he is the one for me. I hate feeling vunerable but at this point I have no choice to feel what I am feeling, this feeling I saw him downstairs my legs began to shiver thats how much control he had over me and that made me seem like he is the comfort that I have always needed , I put on my headphones and listened to music making it even more awkeard between the two of us I whined my body until he noticed me and saw me and I smiled because I knew that I had grabbed his attention I looked away and asked him what he was loooking at he told me that see me whine like that had to be a huge crime and he was in no mood to be turned on right now he had to focus but I didnt care about who was watching all I did was enjoy the moment and once I turned around he was so close to me and I couldn't breathe and has to take a few deep breaths before I came back to my senses, I mean that scenario is very possible in takind place any time from noe but I had to stay forcused until my phone rang......

AT THE PALACE

It was Beth on the phone she wanted me to hang out with her but I told her that I was busy studying for Business Studies and she wasn't the type of person that was gonna let that slide she tricked me into getting one of my sexy outfit and wear contact lenses, she didn't wsnt people to know tha we are related so we drove in different vehicles because she was too embarresed for people to see he in the same vehicle as me but little did I know that she was on dad's side in this and that made my blood boil , some situations tou dont have any control over and have to deal with it as time moves on you will get used it. I just wish someone would come and take me away from this hellhole and take me to a place where I can be spititually free but my mom she is such a fighter to think tha she can stay with someone who doesn't even care about her makes me want to leave even more nothing can stop her form seeing her husband I mean they are married after all and there is nothing we can say about that becuase a love like tht is really rare to find.

But staying was her decision and then again I cant leave her alone because she is my mother after all but then again I cant force her I mean she is staying with someone who controls her and she can do whatever she wants after all she is an adult and I cant stay in a place where all I've known is violence so I went out to the game range to vent out my anger and that made me feel a bit better once I shot a few targets and tha made me feel much better and then all of I sudden I felt someones hands wrappped around my waist and all I coudl think about was him and how good he made me feel (a few hour later the door bell rang and guess who it was) Him apparently he left me a pacel and a note attached to it saying WEAR ME with a smiling emoji , so i put them on and I started to quiver and feel so hot because they were vibrating panties I have never felt like this before and it felt so good but bad at the at same time because I was still a virgin but a dirty on all I've ever done is give HEAD which is amazing cause I feel like holding on to him. After some great passionate s*x I wanted more to I grabbed onto him and began riding him reverse cowgirl he was so impressed with my moves I rode his huge c**k like it was mine and owned every moment as he struggled to stay focused.....

After that I went to the shower because the room was an en-suite and I showered when he suddenly noticed all the bruises that I had because of my fathe and 25 years of abuse he felt sorry for me but applauded me for being so strong and that boosted the courage that I had within me making me feel so much greater and more powering as if I could do anything in the world tha I wanted,the doorbell rang and this time it was my mom at the door trying to get me to sympathise with her and come back home but I kindly declined her offer and told her that as long as she is with that monster she shouldn't expect me to be going there any time soon I dont want to relive 25 years of tourture in 3 hours. I called him and asked him to come and fetch me so that I could go home being in that house was like being a deer hoping that was greatful for being alive every single day. I feel so free here to do whatever I want is to go skinny dipping right now even if we just finished having s*x it good to shower after s*x I went to the shower and he wanted ROUND 2. Someone was knocking at the door and it seemed to be the lawyer turns out he just needed my siganture on some documents of the so the property would be split amongst us siblings.

We didnt care about whatour father had left us after death it was just so wonderful to know that you have finally defeated the devil and he no longer has any more power against you and you have been granted the victory that you have alwaays wanted, smirking I looked