ZARA I got outside to see a member of Matthew's security team holding the door of the backseat with a driver in front. “I'm here to take you back home, ma'am,” he said and I nodded. I didn't even think twice before entering the car. I could feel Matthew's gaze on me, so I knew I was safe. The car started rolling out of the driveway of the estate into the main roads. I turned to look at it and a smile displayed on my lips. I have had so much fun these past few days, and maybe too much fun. I let myself drown in Matthew and honestly I didn't want to rescue myself. Being with him was the most fun I have had in years since I left the country five years ago. I felt free, hot, sexy and me again. How and why did it take being with Matthew to bring my old self back to me. I turned to my l

