The phoenix wolf will rise

Adolfo appears

~ Rough s****l scenes will be present in the chapter~

The door bursts open “I need my sister” Arun grumbles and sits down on the bed pulling me into a hug. Derek growls and I sigh giving us some clothes “Damn, that is handy” Arun grins. I am still lying half on top of Derek while Arun is hugging my upper body. “f**k it was so scary seeing that” he mumbles “I’m sorry. You did know I would be okay though” I tell him and just lay my head in his lap while laying my legs over Derek “yeah, but still,” he says and shudders “Well, I can officially tell you it is NOT pleasant to die and come back to life.” I say and shudder. He chuckles “I can imagine,” he says. I smile sadly at him “I did talk to mom though” I tell him and his eyes widen “How?” he asks. “Well, there is this place where all the phoenix souls gather after death. We go there as well when we temporarily die.” I explain and he nods “makes sense,” he says “What did she say?” he asks “Not much. I told her that you would be jealous and she agreed. But then she urged me to go on because you and the pack were in trouble” I explain and he nods “But you’ve been gone for a few weeks” Derek says “Yeah, she said she tried to reach me from the beginning but I couldn’t hear her yet or something.” I say and shrug. Derek grabs my hand and squeezes “For me, it’s like it was yesterday that I died” I tell them and they grumble “no way, almost 4 weeks” Derek says in a growl. “Sorry,” I say and smile sadly at him. “You couldn’t help it,” he says and smiles sadly back while squeezing my hand. “So… teleportation huh?” my brother chimes up “yeah, mom told me to help you and I was like yeah but hey where do I wake up? How am I supposed to help you? And she was like does it matter? And I told her of course it matters. And she was like, I’ve seen your magic, think hard does it matter. And I was like I can do anything? And she told me that that comes with being a red-eyed phoenix” I explain to them and Arun laughs “I can just see her saying that. You have her sass” he says and smiles down at me. I chuckle “She also told me that the prophecy is true. That the hard times are not over yet” I tell them and Derek stiffens up and looks at me. I can see the tears gather and I go over to him and wrap him up in my arms “I’m here” I whisper and he grips me hard. “SShhh, I’m here love” I whisper. Arun nods at me and gets up to leave. I smile at him and he smiles back and closes the door behind me. Derek nuzzles his face in my chest and I feel him shake from crying and my shirt grows wet “Baby” I whisper “I’m scared” he mumbles. I rub his back “I know” I whisper and wrap my arms around him tightly. Not long after he falls asleep on top of me, I run my hands through his hair. Reassuring him that I am here, by touching him. I rest my cheek on top of his head and sigh. ‘he took this hard’ I mind-link my brother ‘yeah, Brad told me he was out for a week and then didn’t come out of bed for a week’ he mind-links me back ‘oh, damnit. Now I feel like crying for him’ I tell him ‘just be with him’ he mind-links me back ‘says the brother who stormed in demanding you needed me’ I mind-link back ‘yeah, and I had you. I’m good. He needs you more’ he says and I chuckle softly. I lay my head back on the pillow and sigh closing my eyes, with my mate in my arms. Eventually, I fall asleep.

When I wake up and look down Derek is looking at me and I smile at him. He smiles back sadly “Babe, I need you to cheer up,” I tell him while cupping his cheek. “It’s hard,” he says and I nod “I understand. But I honestly am lost here. I am alive, I am here.” I tell him and he smiles. “Come on, let’s go for a walk. I need some moving” I tell him, he gets up and wraps his arm around my shoulder right away. I shrug his arm off when we are outside and I intertwine our hands. We walk into the woods and we reach a pond “come on” I say and wink removing our clothes and jumping into the pond. He chuckles and jumps after me. I wrap my legs around his waist and kiss him, he wraps his arms around me and goes up into the kiss. I can feel how desperate he is in the need to feel me. I let go of him and swim to the shore, he follows me “SIT” I tell him and point to the rocky shore. He frowns but does as I ask I stand between his legs and kiss him. His hand roams my body, I move my kisses to his jaw and his neck, to his mark and he moans. I kiss lower to his chest and keep going lower. He leans back on his hands “Oh god” he says and watches me, I keep my eyes on his while I keep going lower. I take his member in my hand stroking it and he grunts. His eyes brightening, I lick his pre-c*m off and he moans, I lick his shaft and then wrap my lips around the tip and suck hard “f**k” he curses loudly while his hand wraps up in my hair. He pushes slightly and I obey and take more in my mouth and I start bobbing up and down his shaft while I keep looking at him “f**k, so hot” he moans. I take him in all the way and to my surprise, I don’t gag “Oh f**k” he moans and I swallow and his hand tightens in my hair ‘f**k, I like this power’ I think ‘I agree’ Acalia answers me purring. I go up and down on him faster, his legs tense under my hands “f**k, so close” he moans I keep my eyes locked on his and he doesn’t look away either. I suck hard and take him in and swallow with him in my throat “f**k” he curses and pushes his hips up, I feel my throat fill with his c*m “Swallow it all mate” he growls. I take him out a bit wanting to taste it. He spurts on my tongue and I moan and suck hard “ARggh” he growls out. I swallow his c*m away. He falls back breathing heavily “Damn,” he says and I chuckle. He slides back into the water “Your turn” he says his eyes shining brightly. He lifts me on the rock kisses me hard and passionate and does the same as I did. kissing down my neck and giving attention to my mark “Oh god” I moan and he chuckles. He lowers and gives each of my n*****s the same attention before lowering even further. He sucks my c**t into his mouth aggressively “f**k” I scream and grab his hair. He eats me out and is very aggressive about it, within a minute I am moaning my o****m but he doesn’t relent “f**k Derek” I moan loudly, and he grunts. After another two orgasms, he pulls me into the water, pulling my legs around his waist and entering me swiftly “f**k” I moan and start bouncing on him. He grunts and nuzzles my neck and kisses my mark, making me even hornier. I start moving my hips in a shallow thrust and I moan loudly into his ear. He pushes me against a rock hard “Hurts?” he asks and I shake my head. He grabs my legs and hooks them on his shoulders and he starts to thrust hard and fast “I need you to come on my c**k, mate. Remind it that this is his cunt and only his” he growls and that sets me off hard “Derek,” I moan “All yours” I moan and he growls loudly into my ear. My o****m subsides and he hoists me up on his shoulders my core in his face and he eats me out again until he rips another o****m from me he lowers me “Mine” he growls “Yours” I breathe out. He lifts me out of the water, places my hands against a tree, enters me from behind, and f***s me hard making me moan hard and loud while he keeps growling “Mine, mine” “Yours” I answer him. He growls again grabs my t**s “to whom belong these?” he grits out while squeezing them in a bruising grip “You” I moan, he moves one hand to my c**t pinching it hard “This?” he asks “You” I moan and then scream from the o****m that rips through my body, he growls loudly and f***s me hard and even faster, I keep screaming and then he hits my ass cheeks hard “These?” he says and grabs them in a bruising grip “You” I moan. I hear a popping sound and he pulls an ass cheek to the side, his finger pressed against my backside hole hard, and it slips in. he pushes in hard an f***s me with his finger “This” he growls “YOU” I scream, he grunts pushing another finger in and I moan, he grins and pushes a third in and f***s my backside with his fingers while his c**k f***s my cunt. ‘damn, this I not my mate, his wolf is f*****g me now’ I think ‘at this rate he will f**k my ass’ I think and sigh. Another o****m rips through my body and I go slack. He holds me up but he slips out and he growls “Wait,” I say and he growls. “You missed one,” I say and lick my lips. I turn around on my knees and lick his tip tasting my juices, he moans and grabs my hair. I open my throat and he starts thrusting hard and fast into my mouth. I keep my eyes on his bright silver eyes. He growls loudly and my mouth fills for a second time today I moan. He pulls out and sprays his c*m on my chest smirking. He grabs my cheeks “This?” he asks “You” I say and wrap my arms around his neck “I’m all yours” I say and then I blackout. I wake up in bed with a shirt on. I groan feeling sore “I’m sorry” I hear Derek say and I chuckle. I look up and smile “It’s okay. Your wolf needed reassurance” I say and cup his cheek. He leans into it “Just one thing I need to be clear, and you better make sure that your wolf knows” I growl and he nods “NO ASS” I yell and he chuckles “All right” he mumbles and hugs me close. “Now, go and draw me a goddamn bath,” I tell him and hit him on his chest. “Of course,” he says and kisses the top of my head. He smiles at me and I smile “You’re back” I say and he nods “Yeah, sorry” he says and shrugs “Hey, it’s okay. That’s what I am your mate for as well. Good and bad right?” I say and he smiles and nods “thank you” he smiles and then enters the bathroom. Tabs are turning and he returns shortly after. “Here,” he says while handing me the plate from the nightstand. My stomach rumbles and he chuckles, I grab the sandwich and devour it. When I have eaten the four sandwiches he lifts me and carries me to the bath. He sets me down on the edge pulls the shirt off and then lowers me into it. He pulls his boxers down and gets in behind me, I lean into him and sigh. “I love you, Derek. You and your wolf, don’t forget that” I tell him “Love you too” he says and kisses my neck.

Three weeks later I am sitting on the couch in the living room staring at a black screen while brooding. Suddenly a hand waves in front of me and I snap out of my thoughts and I look at the origin of the hand “What?” I ask while Julia smiles at me and she frowns “everything okay?” she asks. “Sorry, yeah. I’m okay. It’s just… never mind” I tell her and she shakes her head “You can talk to me you know,” she says “It’s probably nothing,” I say and sink back into the couch. “Well, tell me. Maybe I can clear it up for you?” she asks and I sigh “It’s Derek” I tell her and she nods “trouble in paradise?” she asks. I frown slightly “Not necessarily. It’s just different since I came back” I tell her and she nods “like?” she asks and I blush slightly “Well, it’s uhh” I struggle and she puts a hand on mine to reassure me I sigh “it’s the s*x all right” I tell her and blush hard, she chuckles “What is going on?” she asks me “He doesn’t come onto me anymore. I need to initiate it, and it’s different, he is different like he is holding back. Like he doesn’t want to but he needs to or something. I haven’t initiated anything for 5 days and he does nothing. Beforehand he at least came on to me every other day” I tell her and she frowns thinking about what I have told her. “Why do you think this is?” she asks me eventually. I lean back and think “I think he is scared,” I tell her and she frowns “Why would he be scared?” she asks. I sigh “When I came back and took us to our room we made sweet love, showing him I was there you know. We slept together and the next day I needed some moving so we went for a walk and ended up at a pond, we went swimming and one thing led to another” I tell her and she nods “Well, eventually his wolf took over. it was rough and he was claiming my whole body. I didn’t mind it much, yeah it was a bit much but I didn’t hate it. I told him it was okay but he has been distant ever since” I tell her and she nods. “did he say anything about how and why his wolf took over?” she asks and I shake my head “He just said he was sorry and I told him it was okay, that his wolf needed reassurance as well” I tell her and she nods. “well, normally we have some sort of understanding with our wolves concerning their mates. The human us, share the mate as humans and the wolves while they are wolves. It is not done lightly that the wolf takes over the human and comes onto the mate. And if it was done against Derek’s will. Yeah, he is probably in a fight with his wolf, he might be scared that if he lets go in the bedroom his wolf does it again” she explains “Hmm, so what do I do?” I ask “Give them time,” she says and smiles, I smile back to her “Thanks,” I tell her and she nods “Anytime,” she tells me and gets up. I sigh into the couch and decide to give him time as Julia suggested.

Another three weeks and my patience is running thin. I need him back to himself and I am snapping at everyone. “Luna?” Brad asks and I snap “WHAT?” I yell. He holds his hands up “what the hell is going on?” he asks and I run a hand through my hair “nothing” I tell him. He shakes his head and walks off. ‘calm down. He will come around’ Acalia says ‘how long. I f*****g need him alright but he just doesn’t need me or something’ I snap back at her ‘I need him too, but he needs time’ she says ‘it’s been a month and a half. It feels like my heart is dying. That he doesn’t need me as I need him like he doesn’t find me attractive anymore’ I say dejected and she whines as well. I decide to talk to Derek tonight, I’ve let this go on long enough. That night I am waiting in bed for him and when he arrives he smiles sweetly at me but I just glare at him and he frowns “What is wrong?” he asks while he lays down next to me “You are what is wrong” I tell him while I climb on top of him, making sure he can’t go anywhere “What?” he asks. I glare at him “do you not find me attractive anymore Derek?” I ask and he frowns “Why the f**k would you think that?” he asks “BECAUSE IT’S BEEN THREE f*****g WEEKS SINCE WE HAD s*x. BEFORE THAT I HAD TO INITIATE IT AND IT WAS LIKE YOU WERE HOLDING BACK LIKE YOU DIDN’T WANT TO BUT NEEDED TO.” I yell at him while tears run down my face. He looks down “I’m sorry I” he starts but looks to the side and sighs. “what is going on Derek. It’s like you don’t want me anymore and it’s breaking me, Derek.” I tell him while nuzzling his neck. He wraps his arms around me “That’s not it. I want you bad but” he starts but doesn’t finish it “Say it” I tell him “I’m scared all right” he grunts and pushes me off and gets off the bed to pace the room and running his hand through his hair “It’s killing me, that I can’t touch you like I want to. But I’m scared if I do” he starts “That he takes over?” I ask and he looks at me and then down with a small nod “Babe, come here” I say and hold out my arms. He kneels in front of me and I wrap my arms around him “Listen to me. Okay. I don’t think you have to worry about that. You need to remember, I am your mate as much as I am his mate, he needs me just as much as you do. I died Derek, you were not the only one who needed the reassurance that I was here. You had me for the whole night, he needed his piece, and probably because we were busy you pushed him aside when he asked for me. Think about it like this, what if our wolf forms were the permanent forms, and we were in the back of the wolf’s mind, I died and then came back and the wolf had me for over 12 hours and you asked for some time with me and you get pushed back, wouldn’t you push out as well? Because you need me that bad?” I ask him. He looks at me and shakes his head “Smartass” he sighs and I smile “go talk with Adolfo. I need you, Derek, I need you to f**k me hard and rough as you do. Not like Adolfo though, it was okay but he can keep that for Acalia” I say and he chuckles. “All right,” he says and kisses me sweetly “I’ll go for a walk,” I tell him and he nods while he lays down on the bed. I get out of the room and sit down on the porch instead ‘good job’ Acalia tells me ‘I know right’ I say smirking and she chuckles. ‘you better give me some time with him tomorrow’ she scolds me ‘sure’ I tell her and laugh. “look who is happy again” Julia chimes. “You were right,” I tell her and she chuckles “He was scared his wolf took over, I thought about it a lot and I have come up with the right thing to tell him since he is talking with his wolf right now,” I say and smirk at her “oeh, the missus is getting laid tonight,” she says and then we both laugh. “god, knows that I need it,” I say and sigh and she chuckles with a little frown “don’t get too specific,” she says and I chuckle “I won’t,” I say and smile. “I could just show you if you want to know that bad” Derek says leaning in the door, his eyes shining bright. “THANK GOD,” I tell him and jump his bones. He chuckles “And that is my cue,” Julia says and runs off. “I’m going to make up for it babe” he whispers while he kisses my neck biting along the way “Derek” I moan out. He takes me back to our room, and oh god did he make up for it. He has kept me up all night, we have covered every f*****g nook and cranny off the room. Every f*****g way he could think of he f****d me hard and rough. My legs are jello and I collapse on the bed just as the sun starts to rise. “Let’s sleep for a few hours and then give Adolfo and Acalia the rest of the day,” he says and I nod while crawling against him. He cocoons me into his arms and we fall asleep. We woke up a few hours later and went outside to give our wolves some time together. They run for hours, f**k for hours, sleep for hours, and Derek and I crash onto the bed when they finally took us back “Damn” he says “Say that” I tell him. We crawl into each other and fall asleep like logs right away. The next few weeks were bliss, he took me every night, sometimes he just made sweet love to me and other days he took me hard and rough. I loved this routine and I was glowing again.