The phoenix wolf will rise

Fighting

~ In this chapter there will be s****l scenes present ~

When I wake up the next morning I notice I am alone and again hugging Derek’s pillow and wearing his shirt I notice. I smile at myself at the idea of Derek trying to change me while I am sleeping. I see a note on the side table and grab it. ‘Dear, if you are looking for me you can find me in my office. The training must have worn you out more than you thought. Loves your mate’ it says and I smile. I get up and put on some clean underwear but I keep his shirt on. I grab some leggings and put them on underneath the shirt. I pull a brush through my hair walk out of the room and make my way to his office. “Honey, I like it rough. You know that” a sultry voice sounds from his office. I hear Derek growl and my hard sinks in my chest. I open the door and I laugh at the sight. Derek’s head snaps to me and I see him pleading. I get an idea and a smirk appears on my face. I look at the girl with a murderous glare and I see the image of her falling through the wall where Derek is holding her up against the wall while she is naked. Derek stumbles forward when she disappears and looks perplexed. I smirk “Let me know if something happens again honey,” I say and make my way over. “Damn if I hadn’t come in I would have thought you were f*****g her. ‘honey, you know I like it rough’ and then you growling,” I tell him and raise an eyebrow and he chuckles “Sorry, babe,” he says and wraps his arms around me kissing me hard and hot. He lifts me and sits me down on the edge of his desk. Pushing his hard-on against my core while kissing me sensually. He moves his kisses to my ear “I like it when you wear my clothes” he whispers. And snakes his hand underneath the shirt, “and wearing no bra” he whispers while squeezing my boob and then playing with my n****e. He kisses my neck and then sits down on his knees. He bites my inner thigh and then lowers my leggings and underwear. He settles his face against my core and sucks my c**t into his mouth “Derek” I moan loudly. I lay back on his deck, causing files to fall off of his desk. I grab his hair in my hand while my other hand curls around the edge of the desk. He nips at my c**t continuously, biting, sucking, licking. He pushes two fingers inside of me “Derek!” I moan louder while my back arches off the desk. He keeps a steady rhythm “Yes, yes, yes” I moan loudly feeling my o****m building up. The moment my o****m explodes around me and I yell his name loudly “DEREK” the door opens and Derek growls loudly against my core causing the door to slam closed with whoever walked in and the o****m intensifies, my hips start moving against his mouth while my hand on his hair tightens, I am whimpering moaning his name over and over again and he doesn’t relent until the o****m passes on his own and I go slack on the desk. He comes up and crashes his mouth onto mine while he unbuckles his pants and lowers them, he turns me around and enters me from behind. “Oh god,” I moan while grabbing the edge off the desk. He leans over me “I’ve been dreaming of doing this ever since I met you” he purrs into my ear. He starts thrusting into me from behind grunting loudly behind me. He grabs one leg and lifts it on the edge of the desk and he starts thrusting causing him to go even deeper “Heaven” he grunts. His hand comes down on my ass cheek causing me to shriek loudly from shock. I look back and he just smirks while thrusting into me. “f**k Derek” I moan feeling another o****m building up. “Faster!” I moan loudly and he obliges. “s**t, harder Derek” I whine and he obliges. Thrusting into me hard and fast. My o****m rips through me causing me to scream his name in a chant. I push myself deeper into him, wanting him deeper “f**k baby” he grunts, then a growl rips through his body while I feel him spill himself into me causing another o****m “Don’t stop” I moan, he continues to thrust while growling behind me. He pulls out making me whimper, but within seconds I feel his tongue in my core and his thumb pressing down hard on my c**t. “oh god, f**k f**k f**k” I curse and he growls and then I scream, I feel liquid pushing out of me onto his tongue making him moan in a growl, which is so arousing. But I’m still screaming. He gets up and enters me again from behind, hard and rough and I’m loving it. He is growling loudly behind me, my ass in a bruising grip, his hand coming down on my ass hard now and then. He keeps going like that for an hour or so, changing positions from on my back on the desk to doggy to against the wall. Over the couch until he finally comes a second time. He collapses on the couch and pulls me on top of him “damn I needed that” he breathes out and nuzzles me into his chest “That was a lot” I tell him and he chuckles “Sorry, kinda got an idea and got out of hand” he mumbles “what was that?” I ask him. “Well after I came the first time you came for the third time,” he says and I nod he continues “I was like f**k I want to make you squirt on my tongue, and I did but the effect it had on me was different than I thought” he laughs when he finishes. “you pretty much lost it,” I say matter of fact and he nods “yeah, kinda,” he says and shrugs “You liked it I hope,” he asks “Well, it was a lot for the second time. But yeah I liked it. Not every time though” I tell him. “Agreed,” he says and kisses my head. There is a knock on the door “Hold on” Derek yells, he gets up and pulls his pants on and then he scrounges his nose. He pulls my shirt off and hands me his. “What’s wrong with that one?” I ask “it’s uh dirty,” he says with a smirk and shows me the stains. “Oh,” I say and blush. He chuckles puts it in a drawer and then opens the window. He sits down and drags me on his lap, slipping his hand on my bare thigh to my ass. I rest my head on his shoulder “come in” Derek says and the door opens Brad walks in and rushes over to the window and Derek chuckles. I frown ‘going to ask him what that was about later’. “Boss, as of now I think you would do the whole pack a favor if you make your f*****g office soundproof” Brad grumbles and I gasp “Oh god,” I say and hide my face in his neck more and feel myself blush hard. Derek chuckles and rubs my back “Will do Brad. What can I do for you?” Derek asks. “Well, Chad was here to report to you about the rogues. And well he sends me since he said he was traumatized. Well hearing by the sounds that came from this floor and everyone practically ran outside I can guess what he saw” Brad grumbles. Derek chuckles “It wasn’t that bad,” Derek says. “I don’t want to know. But the number of rogues has been increasing by 10 a day. They’re coming. Since we have two of the phoenix wolves in our stronghold, I would suggest we move back to our main stronghold” Brad says. “Wait, I live here. I have a life here. I am not going to give that up because of some rogues” I sit up and look at them. Derek sighs “Leave us,” Derek says and Brad walks out “Babe,” he says “No, Do not babe me,” I say and get up. “I AM NOT GOING BACK TO THAT HELLHOLE!” I yell at him. He sighs “It would be a lot safer for you and your brother. We can protect you better there, and eventually, we would have to move back there anyway. This stronghold is for if there are problems in the area, it’s nothing but temporary.” He tells me. I am fuming “I. AM. NEVER. HEAR. ME. NEVER. GOING. BACK. THERE. I. DO. NOT. GIVE. A. DAMN. WHAT. IS. WHAT. I. AM. NOT. GOING. BACK. TO. THE. CAUSE. OF. ALL. MY. PROBLEMS!” I growl at him. “Babe, we will keep you safe. Nothing will happen to you there. You can even finish your college there” he says and I see red “going back there?” I say calmly and he sees it as if he has me on the hook “yes. You can go back there. The school is filled with our wolves. They will protect you” he says. I feel my eyes growing brighter “Going back, to the school, protected by your wolves? The same ones who beat me, made fun of me, practically tortured me?” I ask and he sees his mistake now. “N. E. V. E. R.” I tell him with a growl “babe, we will be going there. That is an order” he growls at me. My mind blanks and my vision reddens, I want to hit him right now instead I focus on the room. The window explodes, the books shelves collapse and the walls are shaking “NEVER” I say and walk out of the room. “That didn’t go as planned” I hear Brad say behind me. I walk into our room and grab a bag. I throw in some clothes and steal two shirts from Derek. I walk out “Where do you think you are going?” Derek asks me. “HOME” I yell at him and push him to the side storming outside. I set the bag down and turn, I grab the bag with my jaw and run. Soon other footsteps are heard behind me and I growl before turning my head to see who it is. But it’s Arun and I stop growling and continue. We reach my parents' house. And he follows me into my room “Nice earthquake” he says while grinning at me. I look at him and I start laughing hard and loud. My parents’ come up. “What are you doing here?” my mom asks “Welcome home darling. Good to have you back” I say and raise an eyebrow. She chuckles “Of course. But with the rogues increasing, and seeing as you are mated. I don’t think it is safe honey,” she says while caressing my cheek. I grab her in a hug and she wraps her arms around me “What is it honey” she says while rubbing my back “He’s an ass” I say and unpack my bag. “She almost made the packhouse explode because of him,” Arun says grinning “It was either that or him. I’m not mad enough to hurt him so the house it was” I say deadpan and they frown “You had the urge to hurt him?” my brother asks “Not really. More like the urge to punch him hoping to get some sense into that thick skull of his” I tell him and they sigh in relief. “What did he do?” my mom asks me. I sigh “He wanted me to go back to the town where he held me,” I tell them and they gasp “I am going to have a word with that mate of yours. I’ll be back. I will put some sense in that skull of his” my mom growls and she storms off.

“You asshole!” I hear her scream and then I smell him “He’s here” I tell Arun and he storms downstairs, still in all his glory and I sigh the anger disappeared but he shouldn’t bring it up. That is for sure. I hear my mother punching him. I look out the window and smirk, he doesn’t respond “TAKING HER BACK TO THE TOWN, WHERE HER KIDNAPPER HELD HER. ABUSED HER, TORTURED HER. BACK TO THE SCHOOL WHERE SHE HAD TO ENDURE THE f*****g SAME!? BACK TO THE TOWN WHERE 2 YEARS AGO THE WORDS I AM A w***e WERE CARVED INTO HER SKIN. WHERE THE WHIPLASHES ON HER BACK WERE STILL FRESH!?” she yells at him and I flinch lightly but I see him flinch at well “It’s for her safety” he says. “Her mental health is also a part of that,” my brother says suddenly sounding grown up, in contrast to the kid he is with me “Trust me. She can never go back there” he says. Derek frowns “But I need her alive,” he says defeated. “You saw what she did to the house. You’ve seen what we practice. Trust me, we can protect ourselves now better than any pack can.” My brother says. “But your parents couldn’t,” Derek says and my brother sighs “They could. But they were threatening us. They had gotten their hands on us. Because of that, they couldn’t do much” my brother explains. “If you take her back there. Her mind will be on her past. She will be a bomb ready to go off, when it matters she will be distracted and that will cost her her life. And I will not allow that” my brother says deadly to him. “Look, this is the place where she got over her demons. Because of the people that surround her, there are no reminders here. You would be wise not to take that from her” my brother says and I hear him walking inside. I see Derek processing his words and I keep watching him. Suddenly his eyes snap up to me and I keep a neutral face and then I look away. I walk into the bathroom and take a shower, washing the anger off of my body ‘I know he means well. But I will not change my mind about this’ I think to myself ‘he will come around’ Acalia tries to cheer me up ‘I hope so’ I tell her and I do. I already hate fighting with him and I am itching to get back to him but I won’t give in, not on this. I sigh and turn the shower off. I dry off and prepare for the next fight that will come. I open the door to my room and Derek is sitting on my bed. I walk to the closet and grab some baggy pants and a hoodie. I pull it over my head and step out “You want me to go back to this?” I ask “No,” he says, I pull my hoodie off “Then don’t make me go there. Figure something out. I’m not leaving” I tell him. “I will. Can we talk about this, I want to weigh out options” he says with a sad smile on his face. I sigh and walk over to the bed and lay down behind him. He shifts so he can look at me. “I hate fighting,” he says and frowns “Me too. But I am not budging on this” I say and he nods “all right. We need to discuss things then properly. Look I am the Alpha and that town is the center of our territory, that is why we are settled there as our main stronghold. That is why I am so adamant about needing to go there, if not now then in the future. I had no idea that it was such a trigger for you” he says and grabs my hand “Well if you had stopped and thought about it you could have known. I grew up there, and actually, it makes it worse that all along he was hiding me a phoenix wolf away in the middle of a pack. He tortured me, abused me, made me bleed a lot. You saw the words he carved into me. He did that because your smell was all over me Derek” I tell him and he flinched. “He did that for as long as I can remember. There in that town. I was abused and bullied in school for as long as I can remember. I couldn’t talk, couldn’t stand up for myself because I could not speak. My body hurt every day from the beatings I got from that man, so I had no strength to fight back. how the f*****g hell did you think I was going to react?” I ask him the anger returning. “And now I hear that it was WOLVES who were beating the hell out of me. Well no that does not make it better and honestly I don’t want anything to do with them. I know I am supposed to be the Luna for them, but how can I when they treat people like that who are helpless. Who NEED help from others. Sorry, but people or wolves who are like that, do not deserve the love of a Luna, of anyone honestly. Let them feel how the f**k I felt my WHOLE f*****g life. I am at peace here, I have put my past to rest, and honestly you bring it up a lot. And you can not help it but I am dealing with it. But do NOT make me go back there EVER” I tell him. I see the tears in his eyes “I understand” he says and sighs “I will figure something out” he says and smiles at me “Anything for my Luna” he adds and lifts my hand and places a kiss on my wrist. I pull him down “just hold me” I tell him and he does. He holds me for as long as he can until the early hours of the next morning.