I’ve been driving for a week straight only stopping for food and bathroom breaks. I could just make food appear, but I need to stretch my legs, It still hasn’t stopped raining from when I started crying. I just feel numb at this moment. When I first started running again I felt such a sharp pain shoot through me, I felt such guilt for leaving him, but I had to leave his mother is right I’m only trouble, if it wasn’t for me he wouldn’t have been open for that attack. I’d rather be away from him than loose him completely. If I was the cause of his death I would die myself, I know it sounds silly, but this bond that is formed between us is too strong, I can seriously not imagine a life where he doesn’t exist. I want banana’s and a bar one. Comfort food. Drake POV “Have you found anything?”

