I sit on the floor of this big house and think about what Elijah has said, He wouldn’t kill Xavier. Would he? This is my ex-husband, the father of my children, my first of many experiences. Would I be able to watch Elijah, my new hot-headed husband end his life? Of course not! As much as I’d like to say I hate Xavier for everything that’s happened and he’s said I can’t. My heart is breaking because I must sever my ties to him if I want him to stay alive, otherwise, my children will lose their father.
The meeting he held downstairs ran over 2 hours, I didn’t even bother to go join in. I roamed the halls of the new house and found our bedroom, the bed was comforting. I lied down onto the covers and allowed the blankets to engulf me with the warm hug I very much need at this moment. I lie t
