Forgetting all about the bathroom break I follow my nose to Alpha Damiens office, I hear noises inside but can't make out what they are or who's voices they are.
My mates scent is much stronger than before so he must be in there, the door is slighty ajar, Mia is screaming in my head telling me to go in, I push the door open a little more and walk in, I wasn't expecting what it was I was walking in to or who for that matter, my mate is stood with his pants around his ankles behind a girl with long blond hair while her black mini skirt is bunched up at her waist. moaning and groaning can be heard from both parties aswell as the unmistakable sound of flesh hitting flesh!
I stand in the door way with the scene playing out infront of me, shocked, hurt and betrayed by the 1 person made for me JUST ME.
The 2 of them are that engrossed in what they are doing they don't even realise I'm there, I snap out of my funk and turn on my heels, I get to the door when I feel eyes burning in to my back, all the hairs on my body stand on end and I'm hyper aware I've been caught, quickly without looking back I exit the room closing the door behind me.
I make my way back to my party, hurt and heart broken with the scene playing over and over in my head, Mia whimpering and cowering in a corner as she saw her mate mating with another she-wolf that wasn't us! jaz spots me and comes over handing me My drink back and pulling me to the middle of the room where everyone from the pack and neighbouring packs are stood around waiting for me to blow out the candles on my cake, I plaster a fake smile back on to my face not wanting people to know something is up! I get that feeling again my hairs standing on end and a pentrating stare on my back just as I'm about to blow the candles out. I make a silent wish to the moon godess herself and with 1 big blow eliminate the golden glows.
I open my eyes back up to everyone cheering and clapping smiling happily at me, I smile back taking a drink of my beer.
for the rest of the night I avoid his gaze at all cost, Stephanie the blond is glued to his side all night long, I drink more than I should and mingle with everyone , the times ticking on and it's 5 minutes to mid night, we all exit the pack house and head out to the big field surrounded by forest ready and waiting for My first shift to take me.