Chapter 18Having grumped around the flat all evening I went to bed early and attempted to read a book but I couldn’t concentrate. This was screwed. I had decided to let Jess make the first move, which she’d done that morning when I couldn’t act on it due to previous plans -- did I now have to wait for her to make the next move? Maybe she thought it was my turn? Maybe she thought she’d acted too rashly this morning and was now glad we hadn’t made love? Of f**k! Who knew? Eventually I jumped out of bed and dressed quickly in some jogging pants and an old sweatshirt, grabbed my car keys and headed out of the door. The traffic was light at 10pm on a Sunday night and in under 10 minutes I was stood outside the front door of her totally dark house, wondering if I was doing the right thing. Eve

