He looks towards the building and across the sidewalk. For a fraction of a second, something flickers across his face---fear? Maybe there's another gun pressed to another back. Maybe the Andropovs have pieces of him, too. The thought dies as quickly as it forms. He killed any sympathy I had for him years ago, buried it under bruises and broken promises. He's not my father anymore. He's just another man who thinks he owns me. And I'm so f*****g tired of being owned. "Are you clear on what you have to do?" he asks flatly. "Crystal." I push open the door. "Betray everyone I love to help the people I hate. Should be a breeze." It's hard work to limp my way toward the building. Not just because of the pain in my body, but because everything on the inside hurts even worse. Samuil is gone.

