Under My Skin

11

Uri woke up to something warm and wet touching her core. She moaned. Hindi pa niya maimulat ang mata sanhi ng sobrang pagod. Ang lambot din kasi ng higaan niya at malamig ang aircon. She wanted to sleep some more. But then, napaungol ulit siya nang maramdaman ang bagay na iyon sa kaselanan niya.

"Am I doing it right?" said a deep sexy voice. "Does it feel good? Does it sooth you?"

Pilit niyang iminulat ang mata. She found Drae sitting in front of her holding a damp towelette. "I saw you were sore.." he glanced at her exposed genital. She blushed at the way her legs were spread in front of him. "So I figured.."

Napangiti si Uri. Drae just shrugged and got up."I don't know, I've never done that to anyone before." he mumbled as he threw the towel to the kitchen sink.

Uri sat up from the bed. Hinapit niya ang puting kumot para maitago ang kahubdan niya. Drae was still walking around the cabin. She was not sure what he's looking for or what he's doing exactly. Nagkasya na lamang siya napagmasdan ito. He's wearing a black boxer shorts now, and a white tshirt. Magulo rin ang itim nitong buhok. And he kept rubbing his eyes.

"Nakatulog ka ba?" kunot noong tanong niya rito.

Umiling si Drae. He went back to bed and sat at the edge. Napansin niyang bahagya ngang namumula ang mata nito.

"What time is it?"

"Almost five o'clock."

"Bakit di ka natulog?" usisa niya. Lumapit siya rito at tangkang hahaakan ang balikat nito upang bigyan sana ito ng masahe pero bigla itong tumayo. Napanguso siya. All she wanted was to feel him, but for some reason, he kept avoiding her touch.

"Why don't you go back to sleep? Alam ko napagod kita kagabi." binigyan siya nito ng alanganin na ngiti.

"Come back to bed with me." she said to him.

Tumingin lamang ito sa kanya. Tila ito nakikipagdebate sa isip nito. Hanggang sa huli ay bumuntong hininga ito at bumalik sa tabi niya sa kama.

Nahiga siyang muli at tinaasan ito ng kilay nang hindi ito agad sumalo sa kanya. Katulad noon una ay bumuntong hininga ito at nahiga na sa tabi niya. She wanted to wrap her arms around him but she knew it would just scare him away. Scare. It seemed wrong to think Drae is scared of anything. Ngunit tila iyon naman talaga ang lumalabas. He's scared. Of what, she wasn't sure. Maybe scared of getting too close to anyone? She doesn't know anything about his family background. Or his past relationships. Come to think of it, halos wala naman siyang alam tungkol kay Drae.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure." inilagay nito ang isang braso sa likod ng ulo nito. Napako tuloy ang mata niya sa pecs nito. Oh, how bad she wanted to touch him! See if his muscles were as hard as it looks. "But I can't promise you an answer."

She scoffed. "Tatanong ko lang kung bakit may vibrator ka dito sa cabin mo?"

Humalakhak si Drae. Does he even know how mesmerizing he is when he laughs? Uri internally scolded herself. H'wag kang mahuhulog sa lalaking iyan! Hindi tama ang nararamdaman niya para dito. "Just in case of emergency." he turned his head towards her and winked.

Uri gave him a flat stare. "Don't tell me you were really expecting me to come over?"

"You did, didn't you?" he looked away obviously trying not to laugh.

Nakatikim ito ng suntok sa balikat mula sa kanya. "Feel na feel mo rin eh no? Besides, hindi naman ako yung nagsimula, ah?! You lured me here!"

"Kusa kang sumama, Uri, kahit saang husgado, talo ka."

Napabangon siya dala ng pagkainis. Kinipkip niya ang kumot sa dibdib. "Aba! Ayos ah? Parang ang lumalabas, ako lang ang may gusto nito!"

His impossibly gorgeous lips curled into a relaxed half smile. He reached out a hand to her arm. Tinanggal nito ang pagkakahalukipkip niya kaya nalaglag ng kusa ang kumot na nakatapi sa kanya. She inhaled a sharp breath when Drae's finger traced the reddish skin around her n****e. "That's not true." his voice was low and sexy. "You don't have an idea how much I want you--this to happen."

Bumangon ito mula sa kama at siya naman ay napausog palayo dito. He braced his arms on either side of her invading her personal space. "As much as I wanted to do more dirty things with you, you need to go. Baka hinahanap ka na nila."

Hindi alam ni Uri kung manghihinayang o marerelieve sa sinabi ni Drae. Of course she wanted to do more with him, but it scares her. It scares her how much she wanted to do more. Natatakot siya sa reaksyon ng katawan niya dito. She wanted Drae. He was so addicting. Everything about him is addicting.

He was quiet for a moment. Just staring at her naked torso, but doesn't seem to really see it as it is. Tila napakalalim ng iniisip nito. "I need to shower." he finally declared.

Tumayo na ito at muli ay naiwan nanaman siya sa kama. Papunta na ito sa banyo nang lingunin siya nitong muli. "I wouldn't be upset if you want to join me."

She grinned at him.

PINIPIGILAN NI Uri ang mapangiti habang kumukuha ng pagkain sa buffet table. It was half past seven am in the morning, and students are all gathered in the dining hall for breakfast.

Two hours ago, lumabas siya ng cabin ni Drae. It was still dark and all her batch mates are still asleep when she crept into her room. Hindi parin niya malimutan kung anong nangyari sa pagitan nilang dalawa habang nasa shower.

Drae never took his eyes off her as he turned the shower on. The water was warm and it soothed her sore muscles. Medyo nahihilam na ang mga mata niya ngunit pinanatili niya iyong nakamulat upang pagsawaang pagmasdan ang hubad na katawan ni Dr. Gonzales.

It was as if God purposely carved him into perfection, Draegan Gonzales was just drool worthy. The way the water travels down in his body made Uri want to lick it off him. From the curve of his collarbone to the hard planes of his torso, his six pack abs, his V-line... His.. She sighed. What a perfect human being.

Dahan dahan niyang nilapitan ang binata. Before her hand even reached out to him, inunahan na siya nito. His one hand pulled her waist and the other grabbed her right breast. It was the first time he kissed her. And it was like water to a dehydrated person. Like heroin to an addict. Like gasoline that ignites the fire within her.

Nilamas nito ang magkabilang dibdib niya at wala siyang magawa kundi umungol na lamang sa bibig nito. He traced her lower lip with his tongue, tumingin ito ng malalim sa mata niya bago nito kinagat ang labi niya. He pulled hard, but surprisingly pleasant for Uri. Even as he pinched her n****e, which should've been painful, pleasured her.

"Touch me, Uri." he guided her hand to his arousal.

Nanlaki ang mata niya. It was her first time to hold his eight inch glory. It was hard, and yet silky to touch. "Tell me what to do." she whispered at him.

"Stroke it." he started kissing her ear. Ibinalot niya ang kamay sa parte ng katawan nitong iyon. Nang magsimula siyang i-pump ang kamay ay umungol ito ng malakas sa tainga niya. "Harder.. God, sweets!"

Mas lalong lumakas ang loob niya dahil alam niyang nasasarapan ito sa ginagawa niya. She pumped her hand harder, up and down his shaft. Her other hand stroked his balls and her thumb making circles around his tip, spreading his pre-c*m.

"Holy mother of all f*ckery!" his fist collided with the tiled wall.

Uri bit her lip to suppress a giggle. She knew he was under her spell now.

"Christ, Uri! I want to be inside you. I want to f**k that sweet little pus$y!"

Her c**t throbbed at his words. Soon, he was pushing his thigh in between her legs, spreading them. It was her turn to moan. She shamelessly rubbed her arousal to his thick, muscled thigh, trying to ease the ache between her legs. She even pressed the head of his d!ck to her c**t, until she was rubbing it all over her wetness.

Si Drae na mismo ang pumigil sa ginagawa niya. "Do not undermine my self control, sweets. I'm telling you, you don't want me for your first experience."

"Why? What's wrong?" she desperately rasped.

"I will violate you."

"I want you to violate me!" protesta niya.

Drae grabbed her shoulders and pulled her away from his body. Bigla siyang nanlamig. "You don't know what you're saying, Uri. Take it as a warning. I'm not good for you."

She inhaled deeply. "But maybe I don't want good. I want you, Drae. And if that means wanting the worst. I'm in."

He stared at her for a long time, clenching his jaw. Hanggang sa napailing na lamang ito. "God! You are stubborn!"

She smirked. "That I am."

He kissed her once again. And slowly, he pushed her down on her knees. Uri knew exactly what to do.

Uri was tingling with excitement. Napadila siya sa labi niya ng wala sa oras. She could still taste him in her mouth. The sweetness and the smoothness of Drae's c0ck. And taste of his c*m. Yup! He unloaded in her mouth and she swallowed. Uh huh.

God, was she a slut! She was gagging with his enermous d!ck and she loved every minute of it. Every thrust she took, every moan and groan from Drae, makes her all wet and ready. Iyon nga lang, hindi talaga nito siya pinagbigyan. So, she walked out of Drae's cabin with her hymen still intact.

But boy, she was satisfied! She was still reeling from all the orgasms he gave her. In fact, she wants more! Hindi talaga siya papayag na sa susunod ay wala paring mangyari sa kanila. She wanted Drae, and no one is going to stop her from having him.

"Hoy, ikaw ha!" napapitlag si Uri nang bigla siyang sikuhin ng kaklase niyang si Jillian. Tumabi ito sa kanya sa buffet table. "San ka natulog kagabi? You weren't in your bed until four in the morning."

"H-ha?" gulat na tanong niya.

"Oo nga! Where were you?" susog naman ni Donna na pumwesto sa kabilang gilid niya. "Did you sleep with your boyfriend? Kaw ha?"

"A-Ano ba kayo?" kandautal siya sa mga panguusig ng mga ito. She did not realize that these girls noticed na hindi siya umuwi kagabi. May nakakita kaya sa kanya na lumabas sa cabin ni Drae? Oh no!

Ayaw parin siyang tantanan ng mga kaklase hanggang sa makaalis sila sa buffet table. She was already flustered from all their questions. She wasn't used to being the center of attention. And most of all, sa mga maseselan na tanong ng mga ito sa kanya.

"Did you guys have s*x?" malisyosa siyang tiningnan ni Jill.

"Stop asking things like that!" hindi naman sa pavirgin siya. It's just that, she is not at all close with these girls. Ni hindi nga niya nakakausap ang mga ito sa eskwela except kung may group projects dahil si Elle lang talaga ang kaibigan niya. And then, they will bombard her with inappropriate questions? What the hell, right?

"If I know, malamang nga magkasama sila ni Ellexis kagabi." ngingisi ngisi si Donna. "Did you guys had fun?"

"Okay, that's enough!" nagulat siya nang pumagitna bigla si Ellexis sa kanilang. He stared down at those two girls which made them reluctantly leave. And then he grabbed her by the arm, took the plate of food and left it in a table before steering her the hell away from there.

Nasa labas na sila ng dining area nang harapin siya ng kaibigan. "Where the hell were you last night? And don't you dare lie to me!"

Uri wrung her fingers like a guilty preschool kid.

"Oh no!" usal ni Ellexis habang nakatingin sa kanya. She knew her actions betrayed her. Napahagod ang best friend niya sa buhok nito. "Oh to the fcking no! What did you do?"

Kagat labing inamin niya sa kaibigan kung saan sya galing kagabi. What's the sense of lying to her friend anyway? One way or another ay malalaman din nito ang ginawa niya. And she knew her best friend would never forgive her kung sa iba pa nito malalaman.

"That's why you were walking funny!"

"What?!" she actually had the nerve to blush. "I am not!"

"Did you f**k him?" he hissed.

"No!" napahilamos siya sa mukha. "No, God, no!"

"Eh ano lang?" he crossed his arms in front of his chest, waiting for her answer.

Muli ay wala siyang nagawa at sinabi na lamang dito ang ginawa nila ni Drae. Although not in full details. May hiya parin naman siya kahit paano. Isa pa, nangako siya kay Drae.

"What happens here, stays here, Uri." he said.

Ellexis pinched the bridge of his nose. And then he looked at her like he was contemplating whether to strangle her or pull her hair out. One by f*cking one.

"Why him?!" tanong nito. "Damn, I knew was hot alright but why him? That man will tear you to pieces!"

Kung alam lang sana nito kung gaano katotoo iyon.

"I hope you know what you're getting yourself into, bes." he finally said. "I know I somehow encouraged your crush for himbut hindi ko naman alam na ganito.. I thought it was harmless! I thought you have enough sense in yoir head--goddammit, Uri! You almost had s*x with him. God! Anthurium Reyes! He might be really good looking but this guy.." he sighed. "He's not good for you!"

Her heart dropped. Iyon din mismo ang sinabi ni Drae sa kanya.

"He's the f uck 'em and leave 'em type." napakamot ito sa ulo. "Masasaktan ka. Sana tama na. Sana hanggang dito na lang. Please lang, bes. Ayokong masaktan ka."

Pero huli na ang lahat. She's already into deep. She knew that. Hindi na siya basta basta makakawala pa kay Drae.

She tried to brighten up the mood for her friend's sake by smiling. "Alam ko yun! Ano ka ba? Curious lang ako kung yummy siya!"

Ellexis looked at her as if she's gone mad. And maybe she is.

"Hanggang dun lang yon! Wala akong balak na makipagrelasyon or whatsoever!"

"So, ano? F uck buddies lang kayo, gano'n?"

"Hindi!" sawata niya sa kaibigan. "Like I said, I was just curious. But I'm not planning on taking it to the next level. Ano siya sinuswerte?"

"You better be sure, Anthurium, ha?" hinila siya ni Ellexis payakap. "Kasi pag sinaktan ka niyang lalaking yan, I swear to you. I will cut that bastard's balls pagkatapos ipapakain ko sa kanya!"

Humagikgik si Uri. But she was really touched by her friend's concern. Sana lamang talaga ay mapanindigan niya ang sinabi niya ritong iyon na ang huli. That she have no plans on taking it further.

Maya maya ay nagyaya na ang kaibigan na bumalik sa dining hall. Hindi na daw ito papayag ngayon na mawala pa siya sa paningin nito dahil mahirap na kapag nakakawala siya sa renda nito.

"Have you seen Dr. Gonzales?" nadinig niyang tanong ng isang faculty member habang nakaupo sila sa table malapit sa mga ito.

"Naku! Kanina pa umalis. Nagmamadali nga eh."

Nagkatinginan na lang sila ni Ellexis. Hindi naman niya napigilan ang tundo sa dibdib niya. Hindi man lang nito nagawang magpaalam sa kanya. Kung sabagay, sino nga ba naman siya para dito? She's nothing but a p***y he wanted to f*ck.