Under My Skin

2

I should stop.

The rational part of Drae's mind tells him to stop but he just couldn't. As he stare at the woman wearing a student nurse's uniform standing behind the door his need for a release just got more intense. And the most arousing part is that she's staring right back at him, too!

Alam niyang isang malaking kagaguhan ang ginagawa niya ngayon. Una sa lahat, hindi niya dapat hinayaan si Kara? Or was it Karla? What--f*****g--ever! He shouldn't have let this woman kneeling in front of him to get inside his clinic. Hindi niya ito pasyente. And the reason why he let her seduce him into a blowjob is still quite unknown to him as of now. He remembered thinking that he could just blame it to the stress and a bottle or two of whiskey last night. Lame, he knew that.

She couldn't even suck a d**k for s**t. But thank whoever f*****g god sent this nurse on his clinic coz he is beyond aroused right now.

Don't let your c**k get ahead of your head, he always tells himself. But this time, damn it all to hell, he would f**k this woman's mouth thinking it was the nurse's!

He have experimented with different kinds of kink. Voyeurism's just one of them but he had never felt this lust filled before. He wanted her to watch him with those wide innocent eyes that are now darkened with desire. He knew he would get in trouble--heck! He could lose his license over this but he just doesn't care! Ang importante ay makaraos siya.

Pucha, sino ba kasi 'tong babaeng ito?!

Malamang, kauumpisa mo lang sa hospital na ito kaya hindi mo sila kilala. Dumbass.

But god she was pretty! She wasn't normally his type. He often go for the statuesque, model type of women. Lagi nga siyang tinutukso ng mga kaibigan niya na mahilig daw siya sa patpatin. This woman was very different. Malaman ito pero hindi naman mataba. She actually had curves which was perfectly hugged by that white uniform. Her hair was pulled back into a tight bun like most nurses here. Her face wasn't at all that head turning but it had character. A face that would grow on you. Pero ang mas nagpapalibog talaga sa kanya ay ang reaksyon ng mukha nito.

She looked startled at first but now she was clearly as turned on as he is.

Fuck! His d**k leaped and the woman in front of him gagged. But he didn't give a f**k.

His eyes are focused on their audience. Nakaawang pa ang mapupulang labi nito na parang iniimbita siya. Damn you, woman! If you don't close that tiny mouth I will f**k it next!

He doesn't know what warped into his mind that he wanted her to watch him f**k this bimbo's mouth. But he gathered the other woman's hair to give her a perfect view of his c**k. Hindi siya binigo ng babae at bumaba ang mga mata nito sa dapat nitong tingnan.

Her face turned red. Even her neck is now flushed. It took all his might not to ask her to join them. Or spill his creamy seeds all too soon because he wanted to give her a good show.

But f**k it was getting harder and harder restraining himself. Not as she watch them like she really wanted to join them. He could feel the tightness in his balls and soon he exploded in the woman's mouth and she swallowed it. All of it. Eagerly.

Nang lingunin niya ang audience niya ay wala na ito sa pintuan. Nanghihinayang na hinugot niya ang p*********i mula sa babaeng nakaluhod at saka inabot ang tissue upang linisin ang sarili niya.

Hindi na niya pinansin pa ang sinasabi ng kasama dahil ang isip niya ay nasa nurse. He wondered where the hell did she go. Nagsumbong na kaya ito sa mga superior nito? Or maybe she was hiding somewhere--restroom maybe--touching herself right now as the memory of his d**k fills her mind. He hoped it was the latter.

Damn. He really is f****d in the head.

"NASAAN ANG KAPATID MO?"

Drae flipped the pages of his Medical Surgical book, trying not to pay attention to his best friend. Ngunit kahit anong gawin niya ay sa ibang bagay tumatakbo ang isipan niya. He have a lot of more important things that he should think about like his sister and his asshole best friend but instead he had that student nurse in mind.

Jail bait, Drae. Jail bait. Paulit ulit na paalala niya sa sarili.

Simula kahapon ay hindi na niya magawang alisin sa isip niya ang babae. One f*****g glimpse of that memory will get his c**k hard and it grates at him. Hindi na nagpakita ang babae matapos ang nangyari, inisip na lang niyang natakot ito sa maaring gawin niya.

Yeah, as if he would do something that would taint his reputation.

He cursed at himself. You were thinking of burying your c**k balls deep into her sweet tight cunt! Tell me that isn't something that could potentially ruin your reputation!

This is so f****d up. Since when did he become so conscious about mixing business with pleasure?

Since he acquired that motherfucking hospital from his grandmother. That's when. Nagulat na lang siya isang araw ipinatawag siya sa hacienda ni Lola O upang ipaalam na sa kanya na ipinamamahala ang lintek na hospital na iyon. He doesn't want it! It was his father's. And if it would meant another dispute between the two of them, thanks but no thanks. He doesn't want anything to have to do with that dipshit. But his grandmother--queen of manipulations she is--insisted. Wala na siyang nagawa kundi pamahalaan iyon at hanggang sa hindi nalalaman ng ama niya ang ginawa ng kanyang lola sa tingin niya ay ligtas siya mula sa galit nito.

Not that he's scared of him because he's far from that. Ayaw lang niya ng panibagong problema. He had enough of that lately. Namely this asshole in front of him and his screwed in the head sister. Ang sakit sa ulo!

Muli niyang inilipat ang pahina ng libro na hindi naman niya talaga binabasa.

"Can you just f*****g throw that s**t book and pay attention to me?" Scorpio Ledesma, his best friend for the past--he doesn't want to begin counting years. But he had been friends with this dumbass since puberty. Noong isang araw pa siya nito kinukulit tungkol sa kinaroroonan ng kapatid niya. But Drae's lips are sealed. Hindi na niya ipagkakaluno ang kapatid sa tarantado niyang kaibigan.

For once, kailangan maglayo muna ng dalawa para sa kapayapaan nilang lahat.

"Draegan Gonzales." Scor's voice is laced with warning. He knew he was close to pissing his friend off and any minute, he's going to go f*****g apeshit in his office. Like he f*****g care.

Nag-angat sya ng paningin at nginisihan ito. "The f**k is your problem?"

"Nasaan si Phae?!" pinandilatan siya nito.

Natawa na lang siya. "You're not gonna get anything from me, Scor. Kung ako sayo, maglulubay na ako."

"She did not take the flight to France!"

"I know."

"Then where the f**k is she?"

"I don't know." he looked up at his friend and smirked just to see how far he could push him to his limits. Just for shits and giggles.

Ibinagsak ni Scor ang mga palad niya sa ibabaw ng mesa ni Drae. He glared at him as if that could scare him. "Kapag nalaman kong may alam ka sa pinagtataguan ng kapatid mo, humanda ka sakin. Magtago na kayong dalawa, dahil pag nahanap ko kayo--"

"Ano? Luluhod ka ulit? Magmamakaawa ka ulit sa kanya?" he burst out laughing when Scor's face fell. Pagdating talaga sa kapatid niya ay nawawala ang pagiging brusko ng kaibigan. Ni minsan ay hindi niya inakalang magagawa nitong magmakaawa kanino man. Ngunit nagawang paluhurin ng kapatid niya ang hinayupak na ito. Ng dalawang beses. f*****g take that!

As if defeated, Scor sat down on a swivel chair in front of his desk, sighing.

"Ano bang problema? This is what you wanted, right?" nangalumbaba si Drae. "You drove her to do this. Ngayon para kang hilong talilong sa paghahanap sa kanya."

"I told her to go to France."

"She doesn't want to go to France."

Bigla itong tumayo na siyang ikinagulat ni Drae. "How am I supposed to know she's okay? That she'll be okay?" he looked over at him, clearly helpless. Kulang na lang ay makalbo ito sa ilang beses nitong paghagod sa buhok. "I swear that woman will be the death of me!"

Drae couldn't agree more. Kung siya nga na nasa sidelines lang ay nahihirapan sa sitwasyon ng dalawa. Paano pa kaya ang mga ito? Ayaw sana niyang maniwala na totoong merong pag-ibig na ganito ka-intense. Ngunit matapos niyang masaksihan ang isa isang pagbagsak ng mga kaibigan niya nang dahil sa putres na pag-ibig na yan, wala na siyang magawa kundi maniwala.

But he swore to death it will never happen to him. Never.

No woman will be able to throw him down on his knees like his sister made his bestfriend do. That's just so f*****g unmanly. Napaka p***y ng kaibigan niya at hindi niya alam kung paano sila nananatiling magkaibigan.

All he wanted in life is to eat, work and lay some p*****s. Tama na iyon. Walang lulugaran ang punyetang pag-ibig na yan sa buhay niya. Love can easily ruin lives. See what happened to his family?

Palihim na napapalatak siya.

He better get going. Bago pa niya maalala ang nakaraan at magsintir nanaman para sa mga bagay na tapos na. Iniligpit niya ang mga gamit. May klinika siya ngayong araw na ito and he wouldn't dare miss it.

Kung papalarin ay makikita niyang muli ang student nurse na ngayon lamang niya nalaman na Uri pala ang pangalan. What a weird name.

"Where are you going?" kunot noong tanong sa kanya ni Scor. "Hindi pa tayo tapos magusap na lintek ka."

He shrugged. He couldn't keep the smile off his face. Hindi niya alam kung bakit excited siyang makita ang babae na iyon. It is so unlike him to get excited with a woman. Sa dinami dami kasi ng mga babaeng naikama na niya, wala nang thrill ang mga ito. Halos magkakamukha na ang mga ito sa paningin niya.

"I have clinic today," dinaklot niya ang coat niya na nakasampay sa likod ng lounge chair niya.

Scor stared at him with narrowed eyes. Alam niyang sinusuri nito ang katotohanan sa sinabi niya. Kumunot ang noo niya nang biglang ngumisi ito. "What?" iritableng tanong niya. He hates it when his friend acts like he knew something he didn't.

"You met someone." it's not a question but a statement. Para bang siguradong sigurado itong may nakilala nga siya na siyang biglang nagpainit sa ulo niya.

"I did not," he decided to play cool. Alam niyang pag inamin niya ritong may nakilala nga siya ay aasarin siya nito. "What made you say that?"

Scor rolled his shoulders into a shrug. "I just know." tinaas baba nito ang kilay na animo hindi ito nagmamakaawa kaninang sabihin niya ang kinaroroonan ng kapatid niya. This asshole! "Paano mauna na ako?"

Naikuyom niya ang mga palad nang magpahabol pa ito ng, "Send my regards to whoever that woman is. And tell her I'll meet her soon."

"You won't meet her because there is no woman! Wala! What are you even saying?"

Scor laughed out loud and his eyes danced with mirth as he looked at him. "We'll see about that."

He winked at him before leaving and in return he flipped him the bird. He was still seething as the door closed in front of him.