Too cute to be straight

Crazy

AUTHOR NOTE 

Ok so I started this because I thought it would be interesting i didnt really think people would like it but since some of you do ill try and write more and as often as I can. I promise once I get to a certain point my chapters will be much longer.

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"I cant believe this is happening" I whisper to myself as I sit on the couch hearing my mother and her new boyfriend drive away. You know what, no im not going to sulk that im alone and don't have anybody. Im going to find friends and im going to live my life to the best I can. Im finally free from the beatings and yells of my father and my mother is gone so she can't keep telling me what a disappointment I am for loving girls instead of fawning over stupid boys who would use me and leave me sad and upset or worse get me pregnant and leave. Id rather find a beautiful strong woman to love me and help me in anyway she could the same I would for her and to love me more than anything.

I get up off of the couch and go to my room looking at the collage acceptance letter I got a few weeks ago. I was going to not go to collage because my mother and father wouldn't let me saying it was a waste if I went because im too stupid and I wouldn't learn anything or accomplish anything. Now that they both are gone and I have nobody to tell me not to im going ti go and finally start my life and experience things I never thought I would be able to.

I start my music and grab my sketch pad from under my bed where I kept it hidden. My father used to say that my drawing and art was horrible and he would rip them up if he found it so i started hiding it and acting like i never did anything artistic again. Guess I dont have to hide it anymore. 

I start sketching listening to my music blast through my speakers which I used to get beat for because it was "annoying trash just like me". Now that they are gone im going to do everything they never let me because i enjoyed it. A few hours later I stop drawing so I can stretch and give my hand a break realizing it is now dark outside and my stomach is growling.  I grab my phone from besides me and look at the time.

"s**t its 2am" i whisper to myself and put everything up so I can get some food and go to bed.