Marissa's POV:
This isn't exactly how this was supposed to go. I can't believe that all these years have passed me by. And the one thing that I have only ever wanted is now gone. The fact that it slipped through my fingers and there's nothing I can do about it makes me sick to my very core. I have searched and searched. I have searched high. I have searched low. I have searched everywhere for so long. I have even had my associates searching too. The fact that it's still lost breaks my heart every day. I had a lot of plans that I was going to accomplish but now I do not know if that is going to happen.
There are not many things that I have wanted in this life. During my time of being alive, that is. The one thing that I wanted to have to grow old with is not here. I would do
