I spent the rest of the day after my introduction to self defense training getting lost in "The Hunger Games" series, or trying to at least. I really liked Katniss and how brave she was and on any other day I am sure I would have been completely engrossed in the pages of the story. Today wasn't any other day though, and the fact that I had to reread the same three paragraphs multiple times just showed how much my nerves were eating away at me.
I still had to go to dinner this evening, dad was trying to have as steady routine in the evening as possible. The previous nights dinner went much smoother than the one before, but not having a panic attack will greatly improve the mood of a situation. Tonight though I felt nervous, because I would be sitting across from Castor again after I had be
