Chapter 3
Kane's POV
She has no f*****g right to leave me, no matter what happened. She caused mum's death, and I hated her for life. Responsibilities in Silver Oak Pack were enough to kill any wolf—it was a f*****g large pack with thousands of members who you can't control, but to maintain such a place intact, I had to let out my inner demons.
But no inner demons could tame that one missing piece in my life: the day mum died and the day she ran away, thinking I wouldn't find her. I warned Kestrel not to go to the roof of Owls that night. I had a long night coming back from Blaic's house—my best friend who made me run miles and miles in pursuit of something that made me break his head. Who the f**k runs after a little cat? Well, I did that for my friend.
Kestrel wanted to go to the roof so I could cuddle her again and we'd watch the stars. I would do anything for her, but I was tired. She refused to listen, and I warned her not to leave before going to bed.
It suddenly became colder that night. The air was as if a storm was about to happen, and I got up to make sure Kestrel was fast asleep and tucked in warmly, but she wasn't in her room. I didn't want to go to mum—our relationship had become sour the day I smashed dad's head on the table. Judge me all you want, but I'd endured it for five years, watching him beat my mum up and molest her right before my sight.
She didn't hate me; she just said I needed help because I was sick.
Of course, I'm sick to anyone who dares to touch her or my sweet sister, who I looked at like a woman. I didn't look at her as Pumpkin—the name I gave to her when she was brought into our home. She had very soft and beautiful cheeks and bright sapphire eyes.
I was so happy to have a sister and protected her until my feelings grew forbidden. The worst part was that I couldn't stay away. I'd stare at her t**s sometimes way too long, or her ass each time she walked ahead of me. I loved her, and she was going to be mine, even though I didn't know how.
That night, I went into a frenzy knowing I couldn't scent her. Her phone wasn't going through, and it was raining like crazy. f**k the guards for trying to block me—I punched their faces and stepped into that rain, going to the roof of Owls and growling so angrily for not coming with her. I knew she was there.
But what I saw before climbing the roof was my own mother, laying flat on the floor with blood flowing like a pool around her head.
"Get down to work and draw ‘bunny’ on my c**k, Kestrel!" I barked at her as she shivered, scrambling to get her work materials. I'd stalked her for years but couldn't approach her because I knew I would kill her.
My c**k was so hard at the sight of her tears. She was the only one who had ever gotten me hard, who had touched me, sucked me off. And now, the fact that I would kill her was making me extremely hard. She was going to pay for making my mum come out to her death.
"Don't make me do this, Alpha." She wept, and I gritted my teeth hard. I hated how she called me Alpha—not Kane or bunny. She was setting boundaries, but I hated it so much.
I brought out the knife I was hiding and held it to her.
"Take this, Kess. You will be the one to kill that pretty little thing out there." She didn't waste time anymore but got to work.
This wasn't the punishment I had kept for Kestrel. I knew I couldn't hurt her, but I still wanted to ruin her, make her feel the pain for hurting my mother, then destroying me by leaving.
I gritted my teeth the moment her warm, sweaty hands wrapped around my c**k and that tiny machine's sound vibrated in the room. The tears kept pouring down her face, and she looked more beautiful than ever. By the time she was done, I was in a pre-c*m mess, and just when I wanted her to suck me off, my men mind-linked me that there was a problem.
"What's the issue, Cole?" I asked impatiently, and I could feel the tenseness through his reply. No one was meant to be scared when I'm around.
"I can't explain the situation, but I think we're surrounded. Some bunch of cops just arrived in their cars, and they're definitely coming this way..." I hissed and stared at Kestrel, who definitely had something stupid going on in her mind while I conversed with Cole.
"Take them down with your wolf if they are coming this way," I told him, feeling Kestrel move her hands to the underside of the chair I was sitting on.
"If we don't leave now, Alpha, our wolves won't be able to stop the bullets that would—" He stopped immediately, and there was a blast of gunshots. Kestrel brought out a screw from under the table and stabbed my thigh hard, then ran, unlocking the door and pushing it open.