The New Moon Goddess And Her Best Friend

Did I Say It Was Ok?

As we are about to go inside Damon stands in front of the door like something bad happened and as I tried to peek he turns around and says "Emi I am so sorry they did this to you and when I see them I will kill them" in a deep growl and I reply with "What do you mean and kill who" I asked and he just moved out of the way and all I saw were signs that called me a slut, a hoe, and the worse one "You deserved to be r***d. It hurt me so hard inside that I started to cry so hard that the felt like waterfalls then I lost my balance and feel to the ground with Damon following me he crouched and held me, but everything that was in my memory of that day came flooding back.

***FlashBack*** 

"Mom... Dad I'm going over to Kyle's house" I yelled at the door so excited. Kyle has been my boyfriend for a year now and today everything was going to change because last night he told me that he would never hit me again. Right now we have never had any s****l intercourses and I told him that we should wait and he said "Ok" but when I turned to look at him he punched me and I ran home. I told him it's ok, but I told him not to do it again. When I got to his house we were in his room and his mom just left and we were supposed to watch a movie, but he said "Now that I have you here alone let's have some fun." I didn't understand, but I thought he was talking about the movie, so I smiled. "Come Here NOW" he yelled and I came to him in confusion as he sat on the bed kissing me as hard as he could. Then he took my shirt off "No stop Kyle please I don't want to...We agreed" I said between kisses then he replied "No I will have my way now and you can't stop me... Mmm you taste so good." I tried to get up and leave, but he pushed me down and punched me in the face making me let out a screech from the pain. He got closer and kissed me even harder as I'm trying to push him off again he punches me again making me scream so loud that he slap me to try to quiet me down.

He pushed my shirt up and grabbed my boob that was still in my bra. Then he picked my up and unclipped my bra as we slammed back down on the bed I tried to kick him in the balls, but he caught it and punched me again. After that he said "If you try to get away I will catch you every time and once I catch you I will punch you.... One for one you bitch." with disgust in his eyes. He grabbed my boobs again and pinched my n****e so hard I winced in pain. Next, he pulled down my pants and I thought it was a perfect time to kick him and so I did, but he caught my leg and got on top of me and punched me again making me scream in pain. "I told you b***h now try it again and I will have to punch you twice" he said making me look at him with disgust but he didn't notice as he reached my underwear he pulled them down and started licking and sucking, but to me it didn't feel good which made him mad. "Doesn't it feel good... It doesn't matter but you taste so good" he said making me so angry, but I didn't want to get punched again so I kept the same face the whole time 

One....Thrust Two....Thrust. Everytime he thrusted into me it made me hate him even more. Then once he finished he said "If you say anything I will r**e you again then I will kill you." After that I ran to the hideout where I knew I would find Damon and I was right Damon was there sitting reading a book. 

***FlashBack Ends***

When I wake up I hear beeps and I see Damon holding my and I reach over rubbing his head with my hand trying to get him to wake up. Once I see he's awake I said " Where are we and what happened" he replied with " We are at the hospital and you passed out today at the hideout." Now everything he said came back to me about the poster and the trash which made me sad, but it didn't make me cry which is surprising. "Emi... Guess what" he says and I replied "What" in a confused tone. "My Birthday is tomorrow.. I'm so excited" he said trying to cheer me up. Which didn't work because what he doesn't know is that I have a huge crush on him. 

After that the doctor came in and said that it was ok for me to go home, so Damon drove me to his pack house instead he said I'd feel better here and I usually do. We go to his room and I lie on his bed and he lies behind me in a spooning position as he grabs my waist and rubs my hair until I turn around cuddle into his chest to listen to his breathing. As I'm asleep I have a dream about Kyle and the way he r***d me and how he punched me and how he "had his way with me" in my sleep I begin to cry and scream. At this point Damon is trying to shake to wake up and eventually I did and I see Damon's worried face and I rush my head into his chest making me feel safe and together we feel back asleep.