The payroll seems to be taking forever. My mind is overwhelmed, my thoughts constantly scattering in a thousand different directions until I can’t seem to form a coherent sentence. It doesn’t help that Jackson is currently delayed in L.A. and we have barely communicated.
When Finn suggested to me that Jackson and I start dating with no s*x when he returns from his trip, I burst out laughing. Chemistry has certainly never been an issue, I’d responded. “Exactly. Take that out of the equation and spend some time getting to know each other properly. Go for a meal, talk about random s**t, go home.” Finn’s words run through my mind on an endless loop.
I know we agreed to take a step back in our relationship. Everything happened so quickly and was beyond intense right from the night we met, th
