I know that I should not act this way. In the first place, I am not his girlfriend, and being jealous is out of the picture of our relationship. I shook my head at the thought of a relationship. Clearly, our relationship was all about lust. He likes me? Why would he f*****g let a woman kiss him if he does? Or maybe... he means he likes me physically? He likes to f**k me, huh? He likes me for my physical appearance. He likes me on his bed while he's on top of me, hovering over me harder and rougher. Oh Damn! I caressed my arms as I looked up at the sky. Millions of stars and a moon are giving light to our darkness. Somehow, watching them makes me feel at peace. A low baritone voice interrupted me from my thoughts. "It's cold in here. Why don't you go inside and join your friends to have

