i sat crying in my room with lilly when i clutched my chest in agony i was writhing in pain when ozzy ran in.
"whats wrong with her izzy" lilly screamed tears streaming as izzy had tears in her eyes to.
"she mated and hes commiting infidelity" i didnt hear a single word as i screaming and crying in pain.
i eventually passed out as the pain grew stronger when i eventually came to i looked at izzy and lilly.
"what..." my voice is hoarse and lilly gets me some blood while izzy helps me sit up and realise im in a hospital bed.
"you passed out, your mate committed infidelity" izzy said solmely.
"he..." she nodded in response and my father and he walked in with caspian.
"you okay" damon asked to which i ignored.
"dad, cas, can i go home" i asked avoiding eye contact with damon.
"yes, what happened" caspian asked concerned i smiled tiredly.
"must of been the deer" i whispered.
he nodded in response and went with father do the paperwork.
"a..."
"dont explain, please okay, i understand i was just a lay it is fine" i could see tears in his eyes at that last bit.
"no, your not, look i made a mis..."
"mistake, sleeping with you was something that should not have happened i know so, kindly reject me"
he starts pacing "no, you are mine, my mate, i am so sorry i f****d and let her suck me off, fuckkk, i messed up, i am not reje..."
"am i interrupting love" caspian asks as he joins my bedside.
"no" i whisper and kiss him lightly on the lips and pulled back. i know i shouldnt of kissed him but i am hurt, how could he sleep with me when he has a misses and child, how could i have said yes to wanting to when i knew that. why didnt he try stop me.
i didnt realise caspian left the room till i felt my lips move against damons and the door clicked closed.
next thing i know damon is pounding into me hard and fast hitting all the right places on this tight hospital bed and next thing i know its the next morning and i woke with damon next to me.
did i and he, i look down and notice im naked, yes we did. great.
not like it was bad enough already, i sat up.
"hi" damon says huskily.
"hi" i whispered blushing as damon sat up and kissed me which turned into 3 more rounds of lovemaking.
"we got stop" i said sitting up.
"no. why do we, your my mate" he says carressing my cheek which i automatically lean into unconciously.
'you want us to" he whispers smiling.
i do but cannot and willnot ruin his family i am not like that i cannot do this.
"we cannot, your majesty you have a wife and an heir, i willnot ruin that i cannot" please say you understand.
i can see the pain in his eyes, he wraps his arms around me and kisses me.
"please dont make me reject you" he whispers pressing his forehead to mine.
"you have to, your wife and child and your kingdom will not accept me" i whisper walking to the window, 3 children playing and when they notice me they smile and wave.
i can feel damon behind me, one arm around me.
"they really look up to you" he says.
i know the children look up to me, it is because i am a painting teacher and i bake with them.
"yes" i state simply.
"please dont leave me" i sighed when i heard him say this.
i cannot hurt his child, his kingdom wont accept a hybrid.
"you must, your kingdom will not accept me okay, you already have an heir" i stepped away when i hear the door creak open.
"caspain, sarah" thank goddess for the interruption.
"my love, sarah was looking for damon, i hope i have not done wrong" i say no as damon mutters yes under his breath.
caspian kisses me fearlessly and breathless.
"sorry my love, i have been worried" i wrap my arms around him.
damon arms wrapped around sarah hand over her belly and it breaks my heart.more and his eyes on me.
i clear my throat "can you take me to my room caspian" he simply nodded while damon grinded his teeth.
we walked hand in hand to my room talking about old times, upon getting into my room he pressed me against the door. feeling every inch of my body, i felt disgusted.
"cas wait please" he carried on his assault and took me to the bed where i was r***d over and over again by next morning i was bruised, crying and bleeding.
i decided not go out when lilly and izzy walked in and gasped at how i looked.
"hunny what happened" gasped lilly.
"cas....he....he" i broke sobbing while they held me, once i calmed they had to leave and i went to my balcony to smoke.
"hi" i hear from the door.
"never heard you knock father" i whispered.
"did cas..." i simply nodded and sat down.
"sweetheart, i am sorry, i will cancel..."
"no dad, this needs be done, i will marry cass but in a few months, i am sorry to ask but..."
"already done" my father knew i wanted all the guests gone, just then theres a knock on the door.
"come in" my father says.
"i am sorry to interrupt i just wanted talk to princess akasha a moment" how dare he, but i simply nod anyway.
my dad walks out and i stay sat on the balcony.
"i felt it..." i froze no, please dont say he felt me be r***d, im so embarassed.
"you slept with caspian" he stated it was not a question.
"i...di...." he cut me off completely.
"i do not want to hear it, i am glad princess" he said cold venom dripping from his voice, i feel the tears welling and fight to hold them back.
"king damon, please listen to me i did..." he cut me off again.
"goodbye" he stormed out.