Unknown Boy

Who are You?

Every step I took, and every direction I look , I felt that soon I heart will burst out of frustration and sadness. Why god is so unfair to create this word? Some dogs are getting better treatment than me.

"Cheap girl, cheap girl....." I hear this sounds everywhere I go. No one can stop this.

Only store room is the safe place for me. No one dare to enter this room since it's full of dust and old things.

" You are my best, please stay same as always dear".

" I felt so happy staying by your side"..

" Look even my tears are eager to meet you very much".

Every time I look back , I thought that I fail to be a good daughter. Maybe things would be different if I agree to stay back at home. Sometimes I felt that marrying that old man will make my life more happy than what I am today.

"Why are you crying like a cry baby?" someone is sitting right Infront of me but he is still far from me and I couldn't see his face clearly.

" Who is cry baby? I was just refreshing my mind here".

"Hey, why are you so shy to tell that you are crying? Are you afraid of losing your image?"

"Why only me, why I only suffer alot that even my secret room has guest now ?".

I couldn't stop crying and the sound is Soo loud that can even break the walls.

" Hey, just take deep breath and relax for a movement ".

I took a deep breath and close my eyes for a movement. Now I. feeling much better.

" Are you okey girl?"

" Much better now".

" Now tell me what happened?"

" You know what, sometimes how much you try to be better person the results gets worst. Step by step all people around you will consider you as only unwanted toys where you are left with insecure every step you took. Even God refuse to help you ".

" Why are you thinking so negative about world, you should know the greatness of world around you".

" My world lack the colors of rainbow that you all have".

" Cry baby, have you ever wonder who make the happiness in world......It's in our hand to make it true ".

" Let me share you a story of a young girl. She has dream to become number one story writer in her life and she tried her best for it but suddenly all her dream vanish in air just because of her dad. She is blamed for the mistake did by her father and now she can't even put her head up everywhere she go. What is her mistake at all?"

" She didn't nothing wrong at beginning but at end her mistake is even worst than her father."

" But .... why?"

" If she really love her life and want to have good life , she need to ignore the negative things around her and look at the bright side of her story. She need to focus on the person that love her and lead go of haters around her. Maybe it's hard but at time passes she can gain what she want."

" I think you are my saver who come here to help me".

" Just think like that. Here take it as my gift , whenever you feel yourself down lesson to it and remember what I said".

He gave me small sound system with black earphone.

" Thank you".

" My pleasure cry baby" .

" Who are you?"

" Your saver. Bye bye ..".

He leave the place without telling his name. So sad, I can tell that he is not from my class since no one love me from my class. Maybe my senior or maybe some outsider.

Selden was waiting for me near the hostel.

" Why are you soo late today? Do you want to be late for study?"

" Not like that, something came up ."

" Okey darling,let's go now".

During study hours I was lost in my wonder land. What that boy said to me was bit bothering me. If I really wanted happiness his solution can be best for me.

" What happen to you today. You didn't speak single words since you came late. Are you sad or did someone bully you again. Tell me who did this I will teach them a nice lesson?"

" O girl nothing happen. I just meet someone who give me this and ask me to find my own happiness".

I showed her the things and smiled .

" Boy or girl?"

" Boy".

" who ...who tell me fast? He might have crush on you right?"

" I don't know, I didn't saw his face?"

" What the heck?"

" Nothing special about it just forget it."

This boy really inspired me to find my true self. Actually, who are you?