Chloe

Chapter 2

Nate

Oh my f*****g God! She is just stunning. Chloe was wearing a sundress and she had let her hair down. Her hair is so long and black. I want to touch her hair. She is not very skinny and I like that about her. She has curves in all the right places. Although she tries to hide them with her sundress, I can perfectly see all her curves.

I know that it is not right to think about your daughter this way. But she is not my own daughter and she is the one I love. I may have married her mother but I had my own reasons and when I married Rose I thought it was love. But it was only until I saw Chloe.

Chloe is looking so innocent and sexy with my baby in her arms. I just want to hold her. I want to make her fall for me. And I want to make her swollen with my baby. But for some reason she never looks at me in the eye. She wasn’t that talkative with me. But she is, with her mother and others. I wonder why it is different with me. “I’m fine Chloe. How long do you plan to stay here this time?”

“Only for about a couple of weeks. I have to go back to work.” She still didn’t meet my eyes. But the way she looks at Cathy, I can tell she really loves her. I want Chloe to look at me that way, even for a second. “I think you should visit us often. I know that you didn’t like our marriage, but you must visit us for the sake of your mother. She has been worrying about you lately.”

“It’s not that I don’t like your marriage with mom. I’m just not used to being having a male role in my life. And I don’t have time to visit often with my work. This is the first vacation I’m having in two years.” Her voice sounds angry. I wonder, what have I done, that she doesn’t want to accept me as her father which I really don’t wish.

 “However Chloe, Catherine’s birthday is coming up next week. We are hosting a party; you should participate. And I think that this would be good chance for us, to get to know each other better.” I saw some hesitation in her eyes, however she replied, “Yes dad, I will definitely be coming to the party.”

Rose came in and called us for tea at the same time. We went to the dining hall and Chloe was still holding Cathy and was talking to her in a baby voice. I couldn’t stop looking at her. I was a bit mesmerized at how she is able to soothe little Cathy. That evening we all had tea and Chloe spent more time at home, more than usual.

She chatted very little with her mother but spent all the time with her little sister. At about 7 they were ready to leave and Rose insisted that I must take them back home. We reached nana’s place and as I was ready to leave, nana invited me inside the house. I really wanted to talk to Chloe but I knew that wouldn’t happen so at least I wanted to see her, so I went inside. As soon as we went inside she was practically running to her room. I sighed. Nana offered me coffee, I politely refused and left.

Nate Hammington, yes that is me, I was a university lecturer in XX university. I have been working there since I was 25. I met Rose while working there. Rose was having some trouble with her ex-husband. I helped her solve her problems with him.

Although, Rose was older than me she was a woman I could kill anyone for. She had curves, all at the right places and had huge breasts. Oh! She was lovely and smelled like an actual rose. I thought that I was in love with her at first sight and my perception of love was that taking care of a person. That’s what made me think of helping her. And eventually we liked each other so much and soon we got married.

Who would’ve wondered to be a father at 27 and not to mention the next second you marry someone. I knew that Rose had a 21-year-old daughter when we got married. But I didn’t expect her to be Chloe Williams, my student that I had been teaching for over a year. It was on the wedding day I first saw Chloe.

I knew that this girl, Chloe, had a crush on me. But I didn’t take it seriously because my perception of love was different. I thought love is taking care of someone. Even on the day of my wedding I had no doubt that marrying Rose is a wrong decision. But today Chloe is looking so innocent and pure, I doubt my decision of marrying Rose, today.

I also think whether having thoughts like these about my step daughter is right. I have a lovely wife and a daughter to think about. Furthermore, the girl which I have feelings for is my wife’s daughter. I can’t cheat on my wife. Rose is head over heels in love with me. I try not to think anymore and focus on driving.

When I came back home I headed straight to the bedroom. I wanted to stop thinking about Chloe. This wasn’t right. I felt like a sinner. I had a wife to think about and to spend the rest of my life with. But I couldn’t stop thinking about her. What is wrong with me. I never felt this way with Rose.

There she was, Rose with Cathy in her hands. She was feeding our baby. Oh my God! What kind of an asshole am I? How could I think about someone else when I am already a husband and father.