UNFATED MATES

Chapter nine- Mate Rubbish

Larissa

I walked into the room and all eyes were on me "Tell me everything, every single detail, I want it all" Maddy said excitedly walking towards me, Emma followed suit, they both grabbed my hands and made me sit on the couch in the living room, mom adjusted in her sit and faced me properly.

"well..... spit it out" Emma said " Maddy aren't you supposed to be at home right now what are you doing here" I asked and she just giggled "well while you were gone I rushed home and grabbed some clothes, because I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't get all the juicy details, now forget about that and tell me everything I want to know" Maddy stated while coming closer to me

"well we had dinner and talked for a long time" I tried getting up to go to my room but Emma pulled me back down " is that it?" What the heck, this girls are tiring " he said he loves me and wants a chance to get to show me " I casually said like I did not just drop a bomb,

" he said wait?" Maddy and Emma asked in unison, "Rissa did you find your mate and you did not let me know?" mom questioned, looking at me carefully " well mom he's not my mate" silence fell on the room, I could hear a pin drop right now, I wouldn't blame them, if he were to be mate then everyone would have been ecstatic

" Rissa come with me" mom said walking out of the living area, I stood and and quietly walked behind her, she continued walking and led me into her room " close the door behind you" I did just that, she took a sit on the bed and patted the dude of her bed closes to her signalling for me to come join her on the bed

"Baby did he say he loves you?" she asked studying my expression "yes mom" I replied with my head down, she used her middle finger to left my chin up

"and what did you say to him" she asked letting go of my chin and taking my hands in hers "I didn't say anything to him mum, I was really confused when he confessed his love to me, and then he told me things about my self that only the four people in this house should know" I replied, mum was lost in thought for a while, then I saw it a pang of sadness in her eyes " baby you are no stranger to the trials, pain and sadness we had to face after you father left, and you know he left because he found his mate, baby I won't want to intrude in matters concerning your heart, but before you fall in love with Liam Greywood, keep in mind that he is not your mate and things can change alot in the future" mum said and then those sad memories came running back to me, I remember how mum would try to act strong and unaffected for us but when we would go to bed she would cry her eyes out, I always saw her through the small c***k in her door, all this pain just because dad found his mate and left us, I would not want to put myself through such pain, the only way to ensure that I don't end up like that is making sure I don't let Liam into my heart; after the conversation with mum I headed to my room still in my dinner gown, I was really stressed and worn out I just need to dip my self in the bathtub, a warm bath would take the ache away, I got to my room and saw Maddy on the bed, she didn't question me much, maybe she understood that I wasn't in the mood to talk, I took off my shoes, gown and jewelry and stepped into the bathroom, turned on the water and laid in the tub, today was indeed stressful thankful it's the weekend already and I don't have to bother about waking up early and going to school tomorrow I'll just sleep away my worries.

Worries that only surfaced when Liam confessed his love to me, I wasn't sure of anything while sitting there and listening to him but one thing I was sure of is that Liam would not give up so easily and this made my so worried, I really wish he would be like every normal guy who would back down whenever I girl says no, now I would say that I am pissed, pissed at my self because deep down it made me feel happy that he took time to find out things about me, I let my self wonder how things would be if I gave him a chance, would he have his way with me like I expected or would he love me and want to be with me?, what happens when be becomes Alpha would he make me his Luna? uggghhhh I was creating scenarios in my head, but I already knew how things would end up, if I let my guard down he would make his way in to my heart give me the world and then snatch it and give it to his mate when his finds her, I won't go through such pain; I won't, I relaxed into the tub and let the water cover my face.

Liam

As I drove back to the pack house I couldn't stop myself from smiling, I was so happy that she was able to be free around me even though I literally forced her to come on this date with me, I reminisced on the events of this evening and my smile only grew wider, but then it came back to me, that question, how could she think that I would just want to have my way with her, I love her for crying out loud, but even if I did not love her I still could not do such a thing to her.

I knew I was in for a tough fight it won't be easy winning her heart over, why would she make such a stupid promise to herself, but I shouldn't blame her, her dad left after 20 years of being married to her mum, I know she fears that I would leave her for my mate; although I might seem unaffected by the fact that I would find my mate someday but I really am so f*****g scared would I be able resist my mate when I finally meet her, I have seen how mates behave around each other, how they feel each other's pain, how it seemed like they would loose their minds or die if something were to happen to their mate, I may be scared but I am sure of one thing and that is I love Larissa and want nobody but her. Even after bringing up the topic of our mate Kane was still silent, he has been silent for a really long time, I guess he's mad at me for thinking of rejecting our mate when we find her, now I could only wish that I was human, humans do not get bound by so stupid mate rubbish.

I finally got to the pack house and headed for my room, thankfully only the guards on patrol seem to be awake, I was not in the mood to talk to anyone, I got to my room and ran myself a bath changed into comfortable clothes and hit my bed, thoughts of Rissa flooded my mind, from now on I would do whatever I can to make her mine, her beautiful smile flashed in my mind's eye and I drifted off to wonderland.