Elie I’m finally free from the hospital. I was taken back in after Joshua’s funeral because I contracted an infection. While there, everything flooded my head, and I couldn’t breathe for the pain inside of me. To lose a child is the worst thing that can happen to a woman, but I didn’t just lose my baby boy; I lost everything. Monsters killed my man, and I still have no clue where his body is. My son died because I was so grief-stricken over Wrench that I didn’t take care of myself properly. Joshua died inside of me, and I hemorrhaged so badly that it almost killed me. A couple of hours after they gave me an operation to stop the bleeding and make sure everything else was okay, I was able to hold my son. He was a tiny little thing, not even the size of my hand, not even a baby who had g

