Wrench Elie fuckin.g left before I came out of the shower. Just like that, she left. What the hell? But then I hadn’t said one word to her, not one fuckin.g word. That must have hurt like hell. Elie did everything she could to please me. Whatever I wanted from her, it was like she just knew, and she literally bent over backward to give it to me. I’m such a fuckin’ bastard. I hate myself for what I’m putting her through. When the fuc.k did I turn into this prick? My mother would beat my tail if she knew how I’d behaved towards Elie. So would my dad, come to think of it. Elie has done nothing but try to make me forgive her. She even asked me as I fucke.d her for the last time tonight if I would please forgive her. I didn’t say anything, and I saw the tears falling from her beauti

