Pablo This cursed dream; I am at the bottom of a ravine. I am a child. I am sunk in a pool of water and mud. My eyes are full of tears and I'm crying like crazy. It seems to take forever. And when I am about to collapse, she appears. Shiny, beautiful, sparkling. The light she gives off almost blinds me. She holds her arms out to me with a wide smile. I am intimidated by her and I become as silent as a carp. I even start to smile. No sound comes out of her mouth or mine for that matter. She takes me in her arms, she tickles me and I laugh out loud. Suddenly, when our faces meet, I start screaming, kicking, scratching..... and that's when I wake up. Sitting on my bed, both hands on my head, I am more lost than ever. I've been having this dream for over twenty-five years. I don't understan

