The weeks went by and before long it was the weekend. I was still ignoring any advances from Alex. Each time he comes to my room or follows me there I make the simple excuse that I have a headache or I am tired. It is beginning to wear thin. The last two night there has not been a knock on my door with him asking if I am alright. Now, he is just leaving me alone and the distance between us is obvious. He hardly even tries to touch me like he used to. I do not want him to feel rejected but I have to stay away from him right now until I either figure out how to tell him about the pregnancy, or ideally, he catches my stalker and I am safe. Then I could give myself to him complete without fear or concern. Xavier arrived on Friday as per usual. He spent time on his phone calling the board of d

