I can't believe how selfish I am when it comes to Bowen. Here I am, keeping a vital secret from him but can't accept that he's been so busy with his friend, Zia. Those two keep on going out lately, and it makes me feel jealous as hell. I'm like a dormant volcano that suddenly went active and is threatening to explode at any given time.
But who the freak won't turn into the green monster when you see someone freely hanging on and clinging on your mate? I just feel like ripping her off from her every damn time.
What's worse? Bowen even takes her to some of our meet up with friends and it makes me want to throw out a really huge fit.
"Dude, you're going to drill holes at Zia's face if you keep staring at her that way!" Rich whispered to me as I watched her and Bowen swim at the pool.
