POV: Rafe (Age 17)
The letter arrived on a Tuesday morning, delivered by a special courier in official Lycan Spirit Academy uniform.
I was eating breakfast when Father brought it into the dining room, his face carefully neutral in that way that meant he was hiding strong emotions.
"This came for you," he said, placing the heavy envelope beside my plate.
The seal was unmistakable. A silver wolf howling at a crescent moon, embossed in wax. Every wolf in every pack knew what that seal meant.
Lycan Spirit Academy. The most elite training ground for Alpha wolves in existence. The place where future pack leaders were forged through brutal competition and ruthless instruction.
My hands shook slightly as I broke the seal and pulled out the letter.
Dear Mr. Rafe Sterling,
It is our pleasure to inform you that you have been accepted to Lycan Spirit Academy for the upcoming academic year. Your application demonstrated exceptional promise, and your bloodline heritage makes you an ideal candidate for our rigorous program.
Classes begin in two months. Please confirm your attendance by...
I stopped reading and looked up at Father. His face had transformed from neutral to excited, a rare genuine smile breaking through his usual composure.
"This is incredible, Rafe," he said. "Do you understand what this means? Lycan Spirit Academy only accepts the top fifty Alpha candidates from across all territories. This is the highest honor a young wolf can receive."
Vivienne had appeared in the doorway, drawn by Father's excited tone. When she saw the letter, her eyes lit up with something I'd rarely seen directed at me. Approval.
"Well," she said, her voice warmer than usual. "Perhaps the Sterling heir isn't as defective as everyone thought. Lycan Spirit Academy doesn't accept weaklings."
I felt my wolf snarl at the word defective, but I kept my expression neutral and reached for my notepad.
When does it start? I wrote.
"Two months," Father said, scanning the letter. "You'd leave at the end of summer. The Academy is three territories away, so you'd be gone for the entire academic year."
My heart stopped.
Three territories away. An entire academic year. That meant no weekly meetings with Mina. No temple visits. No way to see her or touch her or maintain the physical connection that kept both our wolves stable.
I can't go, I wrote immediately.
Father's smile faded. "What do you mean you can't go? Rafe, this is Lycan Spirit Academy. Wolves train their entire lives hoping for a chance like this."
I have responsibilities here, I wrote, being deliberately vague. Things I can't leave.
"What responsibilities?" Vivienne's voice had turned cold again. "You don't work. You don't contribute to pack business. What could you possibly have here that's more important than this opportunity?"
I couldn't answer that honestly, so I wrote nothing.
Father studied my face for a long moment, and I saw understanding dawn in his eyes. He knew what I was thinking about. Who I was thinking about.
"Could I speak to Rafe alone, please?" Father said to Vivienne.
She looked annoyed but left, closing the door behind her.
The moment we were alone, Father sat down across from me and spoke quietly.
"This is about your sister, isn't it?"
I nodded.
"Rafe, I understand that your bond with her is important. But this is your future. Your education. Your chance to prove yourself as Sterling heir."
I don't care about being heir, I wrote. I've never cared about that. And leaving Mina for a year when we only have one year until we turn eighteen is impossible.
"Why?" Father asked. "What happens when you turn eighteen?"
I hesitated. We'd never told Father the full truth about the prophecy. About the merge. About the possibility that one of us might die or disappear when the seal broke.
But looking at his concerned face, I made a decision. I pulled out my notepad and started writing everything.
It took twenty minutes to explain. The prophecy we'd found in his library. The twin bond that had split our souls. The sealing spell that would break on our eighteenth birthday. The terrifying uncertainty about what would happen when we tried to merge.
Father's face grew more and more pale as he read.
"You're telling me that in one year, you and your sister are supposed to merge into one being, and there's a chance one of you won't survive it?" His voice was strained.
Yes. Which is why I can't leave her now. We need this year to research. To find a way to merge safely. To make sure we both survive.
Father stood and paced the room, running his hands through his hair in a gesture of stress I'd rarely seen from him.
"If you refuse this acceptance, your grandfather will see it as a rejection of the Sterling legacy," he said finally. "He'll question whether you're fit to be heir. He might even disown you."
I don't care, I wrote. Mina matters more than any title.
"I know," Father said quietly. "But Rafe, think about this practically. If you're disowned, you lose access to resources. To the library where you've been finding information about the prophecy. To the funds I've been using to help your sister. To the protection of the Sterling name."
I hadn't thought about that. I'd been so focused on not leaving Mina that I hadn't considered what refusing might cost us both.
There has to be another way, I wrote desperately.
"Let me talk to your sister," Father suggested. "Maybe she'll have thoughts on this that we haven't considered."
I nodded, though the idea of Mina finding out about the Academy acceptance made my stomach twist with anxiety.
That night, I went to the temple earlier than usual. I needed to tell Mina about the letter before she felt my stress through our bond and panicked.
She was already there, reading one of the ancient texts by candlelight. The moment she saw my face, she set the book aside and came over.
What's wrong? she wrote immediately. Through our bond, she could feel my turmoil even if she didn't know the cause yet.
I sat down and handed her the Academy letter.
I watched her face as she read. Saw her eyes widen with shock, then understanding, then devastation. By the time she finished, her hands were shaking.
This is an incredible opportunity, she wrote, and I could feel through our bond that she meant it even though it was killing her.
I'm not going, I wrote firmly. I'm refusing the acceptance. We only have one year until we turn eighteen. I'm not spending that year away from you.
Mina stared at my words, and through our bond, I felt her warring emotions. Part of her desperately wanted me to stay. But another part, the part that had always put my wellbeing before her own, was thinking about what refusal would mean for my future.
Your father said you'd be disowned, she wrote.
I don't care.
But I do. Mina's handwriting was getting messier with emotion. Rafe, you'd lose access to everything. The library, the resources, the Sterling name that's kept you safe. All for me.
You're worth more than any of that, I insisted.
Maybe, she wrote. But think about this practically. If you're disowned, how will we fund our research? Where will you live? What if your family cuts you off completely?
I hadn't thought through all the implications. I'd just known I couldn't leave her.
Mina grabbed the pencil and wrote quickly, her words coming faster now.
The prophecy mentioned the Academy. Remember? In one of the texts we found, it said "the Twins will be tested where Alphas are forged." I thought it was metaphorical, but what if it wasn't? What if there are answers at Lycan Spirit Academy? Information we can't access here?
That's a huge gamble, I wrote. What if there's nothing there and I've wasted our last year together?
But what if there IS something there? Mina countered. What if the Academy has restricted libraries or ancient texts or teachers who know about the prophecy? We've exhausted the resources here. Maybe we need to look elsewhere.
I stared at her words, feeling the truth in them even though I hated it.
I can't leave you for a year, I wrote desperately. My wolf barely functions when we're apart for a week. How am I supposed to survive being three territories away?
The telepathic bond, Mina wrote. It's gotten stronger every year. Maybe it's strong enough now to work across distance. We could try.
And if it's not strong enough?
Then you come back. Mina's eyes met mine, and through our bond, I felt her determination mixing with her heartbreak. But Rafe, we need answers. We've been researching for six years and we still don't know how to merge safely. Maybe the Academy has what we need.
I grabbed her hands, and the moment our skin touched, I felt everything she wasn't writing. The terror of being without me for a year. The loneliness she knew she'd feel. The fear that something would happen to me while I was gone.
But underneath all that was something stronger. Love. The fierce, protective love that made her willing to sacrifice our time together if it meant finding a way to save us both.
I hate this, I sent through our bond.
I know, she sent back. I hate it too. But we're running out of time, and we need every advantage we can get.
We sat together in the temple, holding hands, while I tried to accept what we both knew was true. Going to the Academy might be our best chance at finding answers before our eighteenth birthday.
Even if it meant spending our last year apart.
Two months, I finally wrote. I have two months before I leave. We use every second of that time to strengthen our bond and prepare.
Mina nodded, tears streaming down her face. Every second.
The next two months were simultaneously the best and worst of my life.
We met every single night instead of just once a week. I abandoned all pretense of hiding my excursions from Marcus. Let him follow me if he wanted. I didn't care anymore.
Every night, Mina and I spent hours in the temple. We trained harder, pushed our connection further, shared every memory and thought we could pack into the time we had left.
We discovered that our telepathic bond worked up to about five miles when we actively focused on each other. Beyond that, it became fuzzy and unreliable.
Three territories was hundreds of miles. There was no guarantee our bond would work at that distance.
But we had to try.
We also made contingency plans. If the bond failed completely, I'd write letters. Father had agreed to act as intermediary, secretly delivering my letters to Mina and bringing hers back to me.
It wasn't the same as being together, but it was something.
Celeste, my fiancée, was thrilled when she heard about my Academy acceptance. She saw it as proof that I was worthy of her, and she spent several uncomfortable dinners talking about how prestigious it would make our eventual wedding.
I tuned her out and focused on counting down the days until I had to leave.
The night before my departure, Mina and I met in the temple one final time.
We didn't train. Didn't read. Didn't do any of the practical things we'd been focusing on.
We just sat together, holding hands, storing up the feeling of physical contact that would have to last us a year.
"I'm terrified," I sent through our bond, too exhausted to write.
"Me too," Mina sent back.
"What if I can't find anything at the Academy? What if this year apart is for nothing?"
"Then at least we tried. And we'll have ten months after you return to figure something else out."
"Ten months before we turn eighteen and the seal breaks and one of us might die."
Mina squeezed my hands tighter. "We're not going to die. Either of us. We've come too far to give up now."
I wanted to believe her. Tried to push certainty through our bond even though I felt none.
As the night grew later, we both grew too exhausted to keep our eyes open. Without discussing it, we lay down on the cushions and blankets we'd brought to the temple over the years, our hands still clasped between us.
"Just for a few minutes," Mina sent. "Then you need to go home and pack."
"Just a few minutes," I agreed.
We fell asleep like that, holding hands in our temple sanctuary, two halves of one soul about to be separated for the first time since we'd found each other nine years ago.
And we both dreamed.