An Ocean of Emotions

Avoiding

Author’s pov

You wake up excited, when you opened your curtains Chan’s was already open but he wasn’t there, which was weird because he is never not in his room this early. You shrug it off and continue getting ready. You were just about to get something for breakfast when you heard a knock on the door. “Y/n honey please get that.” Your mom yelled from her office. “Okay.” You say heading to the door. You opened the door to find Chan standing with ice coffee and your fav croissants.

“Good morning sweetie.” Chan says handing me the delicious treats with a smile. “Awww Good morning Channie. You didn’t have to do all this.” You reply looking at him with amazement. “It’s no problem, I like spoiling you. Are you ready to go?” Before you could answer your mom interrupted. “Y/n who’s at the door?” She yelled from her home office. “It’s Chan mom, I’m going to walk to school with him.” You reply closing the door. Only getting a small bye sweetie before turning to Chan again.

You swiftly put your backpack on both shoulders and took Chan’s hand with your free hand. You walked like this sipping your ice coffee and just talking about the most random things until you got to school. At the school gates you both stopped holding hands and acted as if nothing was going on between you both.

Y/n pov

We entered our classroom, seeing the boys sitting in a group, chatting away about some movie. Chan and I approached and join in on the conversation. But someone was missing, it was Han. You quickly turned to Felix wanting to ask if he might know where Han is. “Hey lix , do you know where Han is?” I whispered not wanting to interrupt the others fun. “He said something about going to the music room to work on something.” Felix whispered back. “Oh ok, thanks” I say turning my attention to the rest of the group again.

A few minutes passed and everyone was seated listening to the teacher , when Han suddenly walked through the door, avoiding eye contact with me. Before he made it to his desk the teacher stopped him. “Mr. Han Jisung , why are you late for class.” The teacher said with a serious look on his face. “Sorry Sir , I had to go the Mrs. Park’s class this morning and got caught up.” Han said slightly bowing down. “Its fine , just don’t let it happen again.” Mr. Kim replied.Han just nodded and continue to his seat , taking a fast look at me. I gave him a smile and he just looked away. I think I need to have a chat with him in break. I thought to myself.

*first break

I hurried out of our science class wanted to catch up with Han. I called him multiple times but just got ignored. Is he really that upset about yesterday? Last night he drove off without saying much. I decided to just go join the others in the cafeteria. When I got to the table Han was sitting there next to Chan. Chan moved up to that there was some space for me to join. As soon as I sat down Han instantly looked away, avoiding me again. I just sighed and looked over to Chan and he gave me a slight smile.

As usual the group chatted away and break was almost over , when I felt a hand move to my leg. When I looked to my side Chan just kept looking at the boys and laughing along. I slowly placed my hand on his. Suddenly Han shot up and stormed out of the cafeteria. Chan was about to follow him , when I stopped him. “Let me go.” I said standing up.

I quickly caught up with him, I called his name and still got no reply. I grabbed his arm this time turning him to face me. “Han , speak to me, why are you avoiding me.” I say look at him with a worry in my eyes. “I’m not avoiding you Y/n , I’m just not in the mood for anything today okay. So leave me be please.” He says while harshly removing my hand from his arm. “If that is really true why did you storm out of the cafeteria?“ I ask him with a serious look.

“Are you seriously asking me that. I saw you and Chan. You seriously hurt me. The day after out date you start dating one if my best friends. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH i like you.” He replied in a yelling tone. “Han, is that really what bothers you? You kissed me and immediately left before I could say another.” I say half annoyed. He was about to say something when Chan showed up.

“And you .” He pointed to Chan. “You knew how much I liked Y/n. How could you do this?” He said getting a little too close to Chan and pushing him a bit. “It was my choice Han. I’ve liked Chan since I first met him.” I say trying to stop this from going any further than it should. He turned his head to me tears now rolling down his cheeks. “Then was our date nothing? Why did you even say yes?” He said now coming closed to me.

“Because I thought Chan didn’t feel the same.” I say looking down. “So you basically only got my hopes up for nothing?” He replied sounding more pissed than anything.

Han was now coming closer and closer , scaring me with every step. Until Chan step in and pulled him away. “Enough Han. Its over now.” Chan said. In a blink of an eye Han hit Chan with a fist. The rage in Chans started building up as he felt the blood rolling down his lip. Chan was about to hit Han back when I stepped in front of him. “Chan don’t.” I say taking his hand in mine.

All I heard was a small breathy laugh from Han before he turned around and rushed off again. “Han wai-.” I trying stopped him but Chan stopped me. “He needs time sweetie.” Chan said giving my hand a light squeeze. “You’re probably right. Now let’s get you cleaned up.” I reply, walking to the nurses office.