♛❤ Four❤♛
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♛❤ Four❤♛
Valerie:
So, there it was..
I officially ended our years of friendship on that night. Dal’wang araw na ang lumipas pero para pa rin akong namatayan—I don’t wanna go out my room at wala akong ginawa kundi magmukmok!
Akala niyo ba mas worst ang feeling when you’re boyfriend or girlfriend did cheat on you? No! Hell no—mas masakit ang maluko ka ng itinuturing mo ng kapatid—a f**king long lost sister!
It’s excruciating! Marami na nga akong nabasag na gamit sa loob ng kwarto—yeah.. I threw things on the wall for two days now—wala akong pakialam kung maraming mabasag! The first thing that I threw was the picture frame where I was with my fraud best friend—it shattered into pieces on my wall and it hurts me so bad..
I was laying on my bed when I heard knocks. It opened and I turned my head on the other side para hindi ko Makita kung sino ang umiisturbo sa’kin ngayon. I only want to talk to my mom and dad but they were currently been away for three days now—they both attended a political summit. Oo, my mother knew about what happened—she called from time to time. Even my daddy was very worried.
I heard footsteps came inside my room at nakuyom ko ang mga palad ko. How dared her!
“I-I’m sorry, Val..” Olivia started with her remorseful tone. Yet I decided not to open my mouth for her. She completely lied to me—all these years she chose to lie behind my back!
“N-Niligawan ako ni Yliam noong grade ten—hindi pa tayo magkakilala nun..” Sh*t! Gusto kong takpan ang tenga ko ngayon pero pinili kong marinig ang paliwanag niya nang hindi ito tinitingnan. I loathe her!
“I like him—pero hindi naman kasi kami bagay kaya pilit ko siyang tinataboy. Pilit rin siyang lumalapit sa’kin. Kaya sabi ko sa kaniya na wala pa akong balak sa isang relasyon—gusto kong mag-focus sa pag-aaral at tulongan si mama. K-Kaya sabi ko, if he can wait until I could graduate in college at hindi nagbago ang tingin niya sa’kin—sasagutin ko siya.. Patawarin mo ako, Val k-kung wala akong lakas ng loob na sabihin sa’yo ang tungkol dun—gustong-gusto mo kasi si Yliam.. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa’yo na hindi masisira ang pagkakaibigan na’tin..” Sunod-sunod na pumatak ang mga luha ko as I tightly shut my eyes. So, yun pala ang totoong story ng isang Yliam Laire Ademar? He had waited for Olivia all those years? F**k!
“Val, alam kung h-hindi na maibabalik ang pagkakaibigan na’tin.. Pero nagsisisi ako, Val—k-kasi mas importante ka sa lahat—“
“P***ng in*, really!?” Hindi na ako nakapagpigil. I faced her furiously. “Because if that’s the case, Via you could have atleast halted me from envisioning over Yliam! Pero ano? You chose to laugh behind my back!” She did laugh at me every time I turned my back! I had been her good friend pero ito ang isinukli niya? I don’t want to count all the deeds I did for her for over four years—pero ang magsabi ng totoo hindi niya nagawa!?
I stood up at pinantayan ko siya. I was way too messed up, physically and emotionally. Gusto ko siyang saktan at ipagtabuyan palayo—yet I kept myself as rational as possible.
“And to hell if it’s about Yliam? Dahil if you valued our friendship—you should have told me! Why, Olivia? May hindi ba ako sinabi sa’yo? You heard all my sentiments—all my shameful secrets dahil best friend nga kita! I chose you over them pero ano? Ano ako sa’yo, ha?” Bitter as bittergourd—that’s what I was feeling right now.
“Patawarin mo ako, Val..” There she was with her angel-like face!
I bitterly nodded. Kilala niya ako—she knew the hell of me. Alam niya kung gaano ako kabaliw ‘pag binangga ako. “You broke my trust, Olivia. But I tell you this, walang magbabago sa lahat ng mga sinabi ko sa’yo tungkol kay Yliam. Now, please leave.” Yliam has been mine and he’ll always be! She must have known me better for crossing her lines—alam niyang sa huli ay mananalo ako. Surely am!
“Val, m-maraming salamat sa..sa lahat ng tulong mo sa’kin—“ F**k! Doob kumulo ang dugo ko—she almost sounded like a shameless user!
“Leave, Olivia!” Singhal ko sa kaniya. I saw her shed in tears as she went out my room—malakas ko ring sinara ang pintoan. Sh*t of you, Olivia!
I decided to look outside the window.
Yliam!
Nasa labas si Yliam at nakasandal sa hood ng kotse nito. Sumikip lalo ang dibdib ko nang sinalubong nito ng yakap ang umiiyak na si Olivia and assist her to get inside his car. So, they just became official, huh?
So, ito yung sinabi niya kanina na mas importante ang pagkakaibigan namin? F**k! She just chose me to feel more pain!
I am Valerie Dela Paz. Hinding-hindi ko uurungan ang mga taong katulad ni Olivia—a f***ing user!
And Yliam? I’ll make sure—magsisisi siya!
I’ll make sure that when the day we smash again—he’d force himself over me. Luluhod ka rin sa’kin, Yliam and I’ll make sure that’s the sweetest taste I could get from you!
For now? F**k you both! My middle finger was saluting to them.
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