A rarity

Father figure.

I see him as father figure they think I'm dumb but, I just couldn't leave mr. Tony. He was like the father I didn't have. Yet I wanted to f**k him. I needed to see how he is. He was using me.  Somehow I loved it I craved him using me. I  didn't mind. I found out after the third guy I killed who tried to r**e me. 

I wanted him to tell me.  

I hated killing. 

Yet I felt different each time. 

I was doing it for him and it just turned me on.

I told him I burned my uncle alive. 

I don't know why? 

He made me feel safe and comfortable. 

He made me feel drawn towards him. 

I didn't tell him why I burned him alive 

He taught me about prey. 

I became the predator my uncle the prey. 

He was laughing and was so happy he taught me this. 

I told him I am not like him. 

He said I already am. 

I been all my life. 

When daddy told him I blacked out and decapitated my dog for chewing up my favorite shoes.