I had never thought that I could have so much fun with Miranda, she had stopped fighting me a little bit and I hoped that was a sign that she was getting used to our new rules and setup. I had to be careful in keeping this secret from Cindy because I knew she would see my intimacy with Miranda as a threat to our relationship.
I wasn’t going to lie and say that being intimate with my so-called mate didn’t make me feel some type of way because it did. It made me feel things that I never thought I was capable of feeling for Miranda, it made me see her in a different light and it was like I was admitting she was a woman for the first time. I was expecting her to appreciate that I was finally opening up to her, but she didn’t. She acted like she didn’t want me although I saw the way she looke
