I was in too much pain and although I had been trying hard to act like I wasn’t in much pain I was now succumbing to the pain that I was feeling. Chad had been keeping a very close eye on me and that was because he had noticed the amount of pain that I was in. I hadn’t believed him when he said that I was about to go into heat not because I thought it was impossible but because I felt like it was too early and I was a little afraid of the pain that I had heard that females go through during this time. However, none of the storied that I had heard could have ever prepared me for the pain that I was now in. I felt like I was in more pain that I was supposed to be, every part of my body hurt and I felt like Chad wasn’t making any efforts to help me out.
At first it felt like my stomach was
