Unbreak my heart 💔

chapter 2

The session was over and it was already Christmas break. Jordan and I do not live in the same place so I had to travel to my back home to my family about 4 hours drive from where Jordan lives. That break was the worst of all. Jordan and I had a great talk on a fateful day and afterwards he said he will be going out with his friends to chill a bit. We were cool that morning, I told him to enjoy his outing and he went offline. We didn't talk again throughout till in the night and I got a message from him.

"I am so sorry but I can't do this with you. I have to leave".

The message came in like a dream. I was so worried and scared I didn't know what to do. I tried to catch my breath before getting the course to reply to his message. "I don't get what you are trying to say. Didn't you say you are not going to hurt me that you wouldn't leave me?" I sent it to him, then I was in tears.

" Well you see people say a lot of things that they don't end up doing".

He replied back without taking much time. "Why, what happened, what changed your mind all of a sudden?" I managed to ask. " I am back together with my ex. There was never any serious thing going on between you and I. You were just mistaking care for love. Good night".

I couldn't reply, I dropped my phone and cried myself to sleep. Series of questions kept running through my mind while I was weeping. What went wrong, did I say anything that I wasn't supposed to say, did his ex say something bad about me? But he is not this type of person, he wouldn't just believe anything he hears about me without confronting me. It was difficult to sleep but thank goodness I did. I woke up the next morning, I couldn't think properly. I didn't know how heart break was till now. Why does it hurt so bad, why am I feeling pains?

I fell sick that day. Nobody at home could guess what exactly was wrong with me. I took injection from my mom. "What is wrong with you? " was the question I couldn't answer. "I don't know but I don't feel good". Was all I could say. I tried, I tried real hard to forget about Jordan but it wasn't easy as I thought it would be. Jordan got back together with his ex because they met at where he went to chill with his friends, they made out and that was it. How could Jordan do this to me, dies that mean he still had feelings for his ex and he was leading me on or is he truly a playboy as I was told since from the beginning? If that is the case then he can still change right? everybody can change. I understand that it is not his fault it could be that his ex seduced him , maybe she told him a lie that made him felt sorry for her. I can't let jordan slip away just like that. I must get him back I said to myself.

I just got out of the shower on very lovely evening. My phone beeped just right after I was done drying my body. I picked it up and I saw a message from Jordan's ex or should I say girlfriend. "I can't believe you could do this to me. I actually thought we were friends". I was so confused. What is this b***h trying to say? That she takes me as a friend? If so why then is she together with Jordan? Which kind of friend is she?

"I don't think I get you". Was my reply to her. "Of course you wouldn't. You went around telling people fake rumours about me. No wonder when I told you that I went to a party with Jordan you were asking me what happened between us. You are bad person". Who does she think she is to say such words to me? I dropped my phone and started dressing up. My phone beeped again and this time around was a message from Jordan. "Stay away from me and my girlfriend". I kept staring at the message like I was still trying to process what I just saw. I didn't reply to his message this time around. I wasn't just ready for any drama that evening.

They did not want to leave me alone. Jordan later called to tell me to come clean and admit that I went about spreading false news about his babe but I swear I did not do it . For the first time, Jordan did not believe a word I was saying to him. The best solution I heard then was to cry because he was raising his voice at me. I am sure that veins were showing around his neck. I still love him. I was in tears, he was racking but I was still begging him to calm down. "Please don't let your anger get the best of you Jordan. I am sorry for making you angry. You know me too well, you know that wouldn't do that on purpose. I didn't say any of things your babe is saying. They are nothing but mere allegations". "Whenever you are ready to say the truth, my DM is always open". Was what he said and he hung up the phone.

That was the second heart break that I received from Jordan and we were in a new month already. I started my new month and new year with a broken heart. My prayers never changed. I always use to ask God to bring jordan back to me and let him amend my broken heart. let him unbreak my heart, he should fix what he has damaged and I am willing to help him do just that. Little did I know that God was listening to me and was going to send Jordan back to me.