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Imagine you’re on a rollercoaster, and it is slowly getting to that peak before the drop, and you feel your excitement growing as every part of your body tingles in anticipation. You clench up completely and your eyes grow wider with each passing second, because you know what’s about to come. You can feel it in you, and you almost don’t want it to come even though you know exactly what’s coming.
And then you reach the top, and for a few seconds you just hang up there like a flag in the wind, staring off into the horizon and holding your breath. You count the seconds until it happens, as if that will help even though you have no idea when it is going to happen.
And then, it drops.
That split second when you feel yourself plummet, and you know that you’re either going to throw up or
