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How did my life get to this?
At what point did I allow myself to fall into this pit, and I became the villain in someone else’s story? Why did I allow myself to go down this path?
Because I was an i***t. Because I turned a blind eye to all the red flags which were hovering in front of me. Somewhere along the line, I stopped thinking rationally and look how that ended up.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a bad person. I may have my dark moments, and I was well aware of my uncontrollable temper, which was something I struggled a lot with. But never in my life did I do something to voluntarily hurt someone, especially someone I was supposed to care about.
With Leslie however, I had betrayed her in a way that I would never be able to forgive myself. The thought of what I had done with Bl
