“You just said it is.” “I was upset.” “Seems we aren’t going anywhere for a bit. So tell me. What’s this about you hurting yourself?” I willed my heart to slow. My tongue felt heavy. The therapist had made me tell the story, sure. But she’d already known. I needed a clear mental health report to go back to work. And what else could I do, lying in a hospital bed with my arm a wired-up stump? “You need to work on that Portal stuff.” “Not a thing I can do without more computer.” “Then we need to find more computer.” “Most of all,” Gunfire said, “we need you to have a clear head. Or we might as well go in through the airlock with our hands up.” “Anyone ever tell you you’re kind of a jerk, Gunfire?” “A few times, sure. It’s why they have me do math, so they can put me in a room all by

