My fingers trembled as I took the pouch, unzipping it, withdrawing the collar. The leather was cool and smooth, a familiar weight in my hands. I lifted it to my throat, fastening the buckle with practiced ease. The click of the mechanism was a sound I had come to associate with relief, with surrender, with the quieting of the constant noise in my head.
He hooked a finger through the D-ring, tugging gently, pulling me toward him. His other hand found my hip, his grip firm, possessive.
"Three days," he murmured, his breath warm against my ear. "Three days of watching you sit across the dinner table, drinking wine with your mother, laughing at her jokes, pretending you don't want to be on your knees in front of me."
"I wasn't pretending," I whispered. "I was dying."
"Show me."
He released me, stepping back. He sat in the leather chair, spreading his legs, the lamplight catching the sharp angles of his face, the dark hunger in his eyes. He was already hard, the evidence of his desire visible through the fabric of his trousers.
"Kneel," he said.
I sank to my knees on the carpet, the burgundy fibers soft against my skin. The position was familiar now, a geography I had memorized—his knees framing my head, the leather of the chair creaking as he shifted, the heat of his body radiating against my face.
He unbuttoned his trousers, freeing his c**k. It jutted toward me, thick and heavy, the head flushed dark with arousal. A bead of pre-c*m glistened at the tip, catching the lamplight like a tiny, perfect jewel.
"Open," he said.
I parted my lips, my tongue darting out to taste him. The flavor was sharp, salty, musky—a taste that was becoming as familiar as my own name. I took him into my mouth, my lips stretching around his girth, my tongue pressing against the sensitive underside of his shaft.
He groaned, a low, guttural sound that vibrated through the quiet room. His hand found the back of my head, his fingers tangling in my hair, guiding my movements with subtle tugs and releases. I relaxed my throat, taking him deeper, the sensation of fullness overwhelming, my eyes watering as he hit the back of my throat.
"f**k," he breathed, his hips bucking slightly. "That's it. Just like that."
I set a rhythm, my hand wrapping around the base of his c**k, stroking in time with my mouth. The sounds I made were obscene—wet, sloppy, desperate—the kind of sounds that would have made me blush in any other context. But here, in the dark, with his hand in my hair and his c**k in my mouth, they were a language, a vocabulary of surrender that said everything I couldn't say with words.
He let me continue for several minutes, his breathing growing ragged, his grip on my hair tightening. Then, without warning, he pulled me off him, his hand fisting in my hair, lifting my face to meet his gaze.
His eyes were dark, almost black, the pupils blown wide with desire. A muscle twitched in his jaw, and his chest rose and fell with each controlled breath.
"Stand up," he said.
I rose, my knees protesting. He stood with me, his hands gripping my waist, and lifted me onto the desk. The wood was cool against my bare thighs, a shock after the warmth of his body. He stepped between my legs, his hands pushing my sleep shirt up, over my head, discarding it on the floor.
The cool air hit my skin, raising goosebumps along my arms and chest. He leaned down, his mouth finding my breast, his tongue circling my n****e before drawing it into his mouth. The sensation was sharp, electric, a direct line to the heat building between my thighs. I arched into him, my hands tangling in his hair, a moan escaping my lips.
He moved to the other breast, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh, his hand sliding between my legs. His fingers parted me, sliding through the slick folds with ease, finding my c**t, circling it with a slow, deliberate motion that made my hips buck against his hand.
"You're soaked," he murmured against my skin. "Every time. Without fail."
"I can't help it," I gasped. "My body... it knows you."
"Good." He slid two fingers inside me, curling them forward, finding the spot that made my vision blur. "Because I'm going to need you to come first. Loudly. I want to hear every sound you make."
"But your wife—"
"My wife," he said, his voice dropping to a growl, "is going to sleep through this. Because you're going to be very, very quiet while I f**k you. And then, when I'm done, you're going to go back to your room, and tomorrow morning, you're going to sit across the breakfast table from her, and you're going to smile, and you're going to eat your eggs, and you're going to pretend that nothing happened." His fingers pumped faster, his thumb pressing hard against my c**t. "Can you do that for me?"
"Yes," I gasped, my body tensing, the orgasm building like a wave. "Yes, I can do that."
"Then come for me."
The orgasm crashed through me, a tidal wave of pleasure that stole my breath, my vision, my ability to think. My back arched off the desk, my mouth open in a silent scream, my entire body shuddering with the force of it. He didn't stop, his fingers working me through the aftershocks, drawing out every last tremor, every last gasp.
When the wave subsided, he withdrew his fingers, bringing them to his lips. He licked them clean, his eyes never leaving mine, the gesture so deliberately provocative that my spent body stirred with renewed desire.
"Now," he said, positioning himself between my thighs. "The real thing."
He pushed inside me in one long, slow stroke, filling me completely. The sensation was overwhelming—the fullness, the stretch, the way his body fit against mine like a lock finding its key. I cried out, the sound muffled by my own hand clamped over my mouth.
He began to move, slow and deep, each stroke calculated to hit the spot that made my toes curl. The desk creaked beneath us, the sound rhythmic and steady, a counterpoint to our ragged breathing. His hands gripped my hips, pulling me toward him with each thrust, his fingers digging into my flesh hard enough to leave bruises.
"Look at me," he commanded.
I opened my eyes, meeting his gaze. The intensity in his expression was almost too much to bear—raw, unfiltered desire mixed with something deeper, something that looked like reverence.
"You're mine," he said, his voice rough. "Say it."
"I'm yours," I gasped, the words torn from my throat.
"Again."
"I'm yours. I'm yours. I'm yours."
He increased his pace, his thrusts becoming faster, more urgent, the careful control giving way to something primal and desperate. The desk protested beneath us, the wood groaning with each impact. His hand found the collar at my throat, his fingers curling around the leather, tightening just enough to make my vision blur at the edges.
The pressure was exquisite—a controlled constriction that amplified every sensation, turning the pleasure from a wave into a tsunami. The world narrowed to the point of contact—his c**k inside me, his hand on the collar, the friction of skin against skin, the building pressure at my core that threatened to consume me entirely.
"Come with me," he growled, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin below my ear. "Now."
The second orgasm hit me like a freight train, more intense than the first, a white-hot explosion that radiated from my core to the tips of my fingers and toes. I felt him follow moments later, his c**k pulsing inside me, his body tensing, a low groan torn from his throat as he buried himself deep.
We stayed like that for a long moment, tangled together on the desk, his forehead resting against mine, our breathing slowly returning to normal. His hand still rested on the collar, his thumb tracing the edge of the leather in a slow, absent-minded motion.