Cyber I sat in my chair thinking about what I had just done thirty minutes ago. Never have I ever jerked myself off and recorded it before, and I sure have never sent anything explicit over the phone to any woman before. But Melody just had me doing things. She was a temptress. I wanted to please her so badly, and I never thought of myself as the type of man who would ever want to please a woman out of the bedroom. I find myself constantly thinking of things I can do to just make her give me one of those slow smiles. When she aims one at me, it makes me feel like I can conquer anything. She's so different than any other woman I've ever been with. Normally, I just f**k and run. I never stay in bed with a woman. I never cuddle or have pillow talk. I have s*x, and then the woman leaves. Th

