Autumn I followed the man Rowdy around the clubhouse as he showed me around. I listened to him talking in his deep, rumbly voice. It was the first time I’ve heard it. I didn’t let him call me for the month we’ve been texting and more. He made me nervous. Behind a screen, I was a lot bolder than in person. Sending him pictures of me in my underwear and saying naughty things to him felt like I was another person. Someone who was more confident. And God, the pictures he sent me. I had a dozen spank bank material. My poor vibrator was on its last leg. He didn’t just send me pictures in his underwear. No, he had no problem going full nude, unlike me. He still hasn’t been able to coax me into doing it. He was buff, cut, and hairless, with tattoos on his arms, chest, neck, and hands. He had t

