Cassian’s POV It was getting harder by the day to make Raven forgive us, I've never felt so tired and punished this way all my life, it was like I was carrying a very heavy burden in my soul and I know I deserved it until my Elias called with agony in his voice and said they must have hit the last stage in their shift and I shouldn't look for them of s**t happens. My heart dropped in dread, my head pounded like crazy and fear licked my skin. A life without my brothers in it was a f*****g nightmare. I rushed back to the Main mansion and saw my step mother smiling at the phone, I bet she was making a call but I didn't care at the moment. Reaching the last stage of the shift during the blood moon means death, the last time it happened to me…my father has to do something he never meant to d

