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The chocolate was gone by noon. David had rationed it as long as he could — half a bar each in the morning, the other halves saved — but saved only lasts so long when you've been in a moving van for hours with nothing outside the windows but empty roads and evidence of things that used to be normal. The water was almost there too. "We need to stop," Lia said from the back seat. "I know," David said. "Like soon." "I know Lia." "If we eat again we'll have nothing—" "I know." Tobey was drumming his fingers on the wheel in a pattern that had no rhythm and served no purpose except to exist. "There was a supply district about forty miles back. We could turn around—" "We don't go back," David said. Tobey stopped drumming. "Ever?" "Ever." A pause. "Cool philosophy," Tobey said and started drumming again. They drove for another twenty minutes before Lia saw it first. "Wait—" She leaned forward between the seats. "Is that—" It emerged from behind a cluster of dead trees on the left side of the road. Faded colours. Metal structures reaching into the grey sky. A sign that had lost most of its letters but still held enough to read. An amusement park. "There'll be food," Tobey said immediately, already slowing down. "Concession stands, storage rooms, staff areas — places like this always have dry goods stocked. Popcorn, canned stuff, sealed drinks." He glanced at David. "Guaranteed." Lia was nodding. "He's right." David looked at the park through the windshield. It was abandoned — obviously, everything was abandoned — but somehow still standing. The rides still there. The colours still visible underneath the dust and the quiet. A Ferris wheel catching the afternoon light at its highest point like it was still waiting for someone to buy a ticket. He didn't say anything. Lia noticed. She always noticed — that was the thing about her, she watched people the way a doctor watches patients, looking for things that weren't being said out loud. She saw David looking at the park with something in his face that wasn't quite sadness and wasn't quite longing but lived somewhere between the two. She'd seen that look before. On quiet evenings at the hospital when he thought she was busy. When something small would catch him — a sound, a colour, a thing that normal people had done in normal lives — and his mind would go somewhere she couldn't follow. He always came back from it with his jaw slightly set. Like he was collecting himself off the floor before anyone could see he'd fallen. She hated that look. She reached forward from the back seat and touched his hand. He turned. "While we're here," she said quietly, "why don't we have some fun." Something shifted in his face. The jaw loosened. And then — slowly, like something that had forgotten how — he smiled. A real one. Tobey looked at this exchange from the driver's seat with the expression of someone watching a film he hadn't expected to enjoy. "Well," he said, to nobody in particular. "He's also a human. Interesting." He put the van in park and grabbed the near-empty supply bag from the back. "I'll handle the ration run. You two go on your date—" Lia turned from the front seat and looked at him. Just looked at him. The look alone had enough voltage to power a small building. "Try saying that again," she said, very calmly. "And I promise you'll get shot." Tobey held the look for exactly one second. "Young love," he said, got out of the van, and walked toward the park entrance whistling something to himself. Lia watched him go. "I'm going to shoot him," she said. "He grows on you," David said. "Like a fungus." "Exactly like that. Come on." They went on everything. That was the thing — they just went on everything. Like two people who had silently agreed, without saying it out loud, that the world owed them this one afternoon and they were going to collect. The park had power — backup solar, probably, the kind of infrastructure that kept running long after the people maintaining it stopped showing up. The rides hummed and turned and lit up in the grey afternoon like they were performing for an audience of nobody, and David and Lia were the audience of nobody, and it was perfect. They raced through a go-kart track that hadn't been used in weeks, tyres squealing on empty tarmac, Lia's competitive streak emerging with a ferocity that David genuinely hadn't anticipated. "You cheated," he said, after she won the second race. "There are no rules." "There are implied rules—" "Name one." He couldn't name one. She won the third race too. There was a game stall — the kind with water guns and moving targets — and David approached it with the seriousness of a military exercise, which Lia found funnier than she let on. He set his feet. Found his breath. Found the gap. Hit every target. The prize was a large stuffed bear, yellow, slightly dusty, with a permanent surprised expression sewn onto its face. David held it out to her. "Don't," she started. "Take the bear Lia." She took the bear. Held it in front of her face for a moment, examining it, and then something warm moved through her expression that she didn't bother hiding this time. "Thank you," she said. Soft and genuine. "So much." "It was the water gun," he said. "Brian taught me." She hugged the bear. Didn't say anything. Didn't need to. The ride at the far end of the park was hard to miss. Three hundred and fifty feet of red and yellow metal, a capsule at the top that would shoot passengers skyward and then roll through a series of directions on the way back down that could only have been designed by someone who genuinely did not like people. David looked at it. "Absolutely not," he said. Lia looked at it. She went very still for a moment. Something was happening behind her eyes — a calculation, a conversation with herself that he wasn't party to. "Let's go," she said. He stared at her. "You want to—" "Let's go before I change my mind." They went. The capsule was small. Just the two of them in it, the bar coming down across their laps, the ground already looking further away than it had any right to. David was fine. Heights had never bothered him — the academy had made sure of that. He looked over at Lia. She was gripping the safety bar with both hands. Staring straight ahead. Her knuckles had gone a colour that wasn't her usual colour. Then her hand found his. Not slowly. Not casually. Just — found it, grabbed it, held it, like it was the only solid thing available. David looked down at their hands. Something warm moved through him. Clean and simple and completely involuntary. He felt it in his chest and didn't examine it too closely because the ride was about to start and also because examining it felt dangerous in a different way than blinkers were dangerous. He kept looking at her instead. The ride launched. Three hundred and fifty feet in approximately two seconds and then the rolling started — sideways, inverted, diagonal, combinations that made the sky and the ground trade places repeatedly — and through all of it Lia's grip on his hand got tighter and tighter until it was less holding and more structural and he kept watching her face the whole way. She was panicking. She was absolutely panicking. She still looked cute. He smiled and said nothing and held her hand back just as firmly until the capsule came to rest at the bottom and the bar lifted and Lia stood up, walked four steps away from the ride, and was promptly sick behind a painted wooden sign. David was beside her immediately. Hand on her back. Slow circles. "Breathe," he said. "I'm breathing—" "Slower." "I hate that ride," she said, with great feeling, into the sign. "You did good." "I threw up." "After. You threw up after." He kept his hand moving. "During, you were completely fine." She straightened up slowly and pushed her hair back from her face. Looked at him. Her eyes were still slightly watery from the experience but she was putting herself back together with that quiet efficiency she had. "You were watching me the whole time," she said. "I was making sure you were okay." "You were smiling." "I was concerned." She gave him a look that said she had a medical degree in reading faces and he was not fooling her. He looked away. "Come on," he said. "Let's find Tobey." That was when they saw it. Not Tobey. Not the van. Not anything they were looking for. A clown. Standing about thirty metres away near an old prize stall, back to them, in a full costume — the wig, the suit, the oversized shoes. Just standing there. Not moving. Lia stopped walking. David glanced at her. Her face had gone a very specific kind of still. The kind that meant something was happening internally that she was not going to admit to out loud. "Lia—" "I'm fine," she said immediately. "You don't like clowns." "I said I'm fine—" The clown turned around. And they both understood immediately. The costume. The makeup. The wig. All of it meant nothing because underneath the painted face the eyes were empty and the head was already tilting at that angle and the growl starting low in its chest— Lia moved behind David so fast she was just suddenly there, hands gripping the back of his jacket, the stuffed bear still somehow under her arm. She was shaking. Not a lot. But enough. The blinker clown spotted them. And David understood, viscerally and permanently, why they were called blinkers. Because in the half second it had been looking at them it had covered half the distance and if he had blinked — if he had taken one single blink— His eyes went to the side. The strength test game. The hammer sitting on the counter — big, heavy, rubber grip. He moved. Three steps to the counter, hammer up, turned, and by the time it reached him he swung with everything he had. The hammer connected with its head. It dropped. Silence. Lia slowly released his jacket. They both stood there catching their breath. "Are there more?" she asked. Voice completely steady. Medical professional mode back, fully operational, like the previous thirty seconds hadn't happened. David scanned the park. Looked carefully. His eyes found the back of the grounds — behind the main strip, past the maintenance area. He saw them. Four, maybe five blinkers. On the ground. Very still. Very recently still, by the look of it. He walked over slowly and crouched beside the nearest one. "They're dead," he said. "All of them." He looked at the marks on them — something fast, something efficient. "Wasn't long ago either." Lia came to stand beside him. Looked at the scene. Looked at David. They both arrived at the same place at the same time. "Tobey," she said. And they ran. Old David paused. He reached for his tea — realized the cup was empty — and set it back down. One of the kids immediately got up to refill it and he nodded his thanks without really seeing them. He was somewhere else for a moment. "Grandpa," Amara said carefully. "What happened to Tobey?" He came back to the porch. Looked at her. Looked at all of them — four kids with wide eyes and warm cups and the particular held-breath energy of people waiting to find out if someone they've started caring about is okay. He smiled. Slowly. "You know," he said, reaching for his refilled cup. "I go on my morning walk right about now." He moved to stand. "When I get back I was thinking—" "NO—" "Grandpa you CANNOT—" "WHAT HAPPENED TO TOBEY—" "Sit DOWN—" He was already laughing — a real one, deep and unhurried, the laugh of a man who had waited seventy years to have this much power over this many people simultaneously. He sat back down. "Fine," he said. "Fine. Maybe the walk can wait." He settled into the chair. Tea in hand. "Maybe my wonderful grandkids deserve to know what happened." They leaned in. Every single one of them. And he continued.
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