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3. Eyes in which I get lost

3. Eyes in which I get lost

Narra Australia

take a deep breath before entering my parents' house, they are understanding and offer me a big hug when I arrive. I needed this, to feel them close, to know that they support me, that they are for me is an encouragement for my saddened soul.

My parents tell me that everything will be fine, my father actually shows great self-control because I know that at that moment if he were to see the unnameable, he would beat him to death for having hurt his princess, and also for leaving us ashamed in front of all our social circle, although that may affect my mother more.

I came to them having already made a decision, to go out of the city, to get a fresh air, I would look for a company where I could gain experience, perhaps as work experience, we'll see what happens.

This did not please my father at all, he made a gesture, he said that I could go to the company at any of its headquarters, that it was not necessary for me to look for another place, since I could develop there as well, I know it is true, but it is also It is true that I do not want to arrive at a place and that the people who collaborate with us feel that I am there just because I am the owner's daughter, I have always been clear about that. One day I will manage my father's companies, since my brother Santiago is a doctor and he was never interested in that, but I want to do it after having earned my own space in the sector, let it be known that I am there because I am the best and not only because of my family ties.

After that talk with my father, he understood and my mother supported my decision saying that it was the best thing for me to change my scenery and go to a place where I could maybe meet again and start over. The initial plan was to choose the city, rent an apartment and choose the company to go to, but all at its own time and one step at a time.

Being at my parents' house, Ginebra calls me, telling me that the next day she would return to her apartment, since she had only come to my fateful wedding, that is where I told her that I would also leave the city, and the plans she had, she told me. She offers to go with her, to stay in her apartment while I rent one, which in the end I could stay in her own building, and maybe even share a flat, promising me that I would not lack fun and elements to distract myself. In the end I ended up accepting and that same day I had to prepare my things for my move, however, I would not take too much with me, only the essentials and what was missing I would buy once installed.

Ginebra has been a great support, and until then I had not thought that the one who is supposed to be my best friend has not called me, so I dialed Jessica's number, but it turned me off, I just hoped that she would not nothing has happened, since it is very strange that he is not by my side, as he was during the planning and organization of the event that did not happen. I decide to dial his house and they inform me that he had to go on a trip, I imagined that he would call me later to tell me, that he would surely have to go represent his father in some event or negotiation, there would be time for that.

The next day, with everything I should have ready, I say goodbye to my parents, and I head towards the new city that will welcome me, with the desire to start over.

Upon arrival, Gin offers me a room, I would stay there for just a couple of nights, and then go to my own space, if you wonder why I don't stay alone with her, it's because each person needs their own space where they can be themselves, allow yourself to talk, reflect, set up the order and disorder you want, where the rules are solely yours, which does not happen when you share a place with someone else, when you are with others you must attack the agreements that allow you to live harmoniously and that includes all kinds of coexistence.

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Although now that I am in this process of starting over, and with not very stable emotions, it is not entirely convenient for a person with my characteristics to spend alone, since they can have disruptive thoughts, not very healthy, in my case I know that I will not be alone, and that I can count on Gin at any time, but I also want a moment for myself where no one reminds me of recent events and also because I have always been very independent and I love having my "territories" well marked, the only time I I would make an exception was with the person, if you can call him a person, who was supposed to share the rest of my life with me.

We spent the rest of the morning and afternoon tidying up a few things, obviously not unpacking everything. We also called the building manager and just as we had planned he would have the apartment ready for me in two days, and I would be on the same floor as Gin and that is quite good, since we will only be one door away.

I have realized that she is a person in whom I can trust and I am deeply grateful to her for being with me in these moments, which is when I most need a friend who only offers me her company and does not give her opinion about what could have been. , just the fact of being present.

At night, Gin remembers that he had to attend a charity event organized by his mother, which he totally missed because of what happened and all the hustle and bustle we've had, he tells me that he doesn't want to go alone, and to come with him it would do me good to distract myself a bit, between laughs he tells me that:

- There will be many very attractive guys. LOL

- I'm not interested in meeting any man, no matter how adonious he may be - I just make a bad gesture and remind him that I'm not for that kind of socializing.

- come on, it's not like you're going to marry one of them - at that moment, he suddenly stops speaking, he realizes what he just reminded me.

- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to - she says apologetically

- calm down, it's not your fault - I tell her with the purpose of calming her down

- in the end, are we going or not going? - she asks, making puppy eyes that makes me laugh, since she doesn't adopt that kind of idioms, or maybe it's me who hasn't noticed that before.

- Okay let's go, but as soon as I don't feel well we'll come back - I tell her and she looks happy with my answer

- Come on, we must look spectacular - she says very excited

It is a charity ball, we decided not to wear necklines, however, she opts for a blue wrap dress, loose from the hips down, with a slit that allows her to show her legs, it is perfect for the occasion, and she looks incredible . Although I'm sure Gin would have preferred something more sensual, believe me I know how she is when it comes to wardrobe, but for some reason she decided not to anger her mother and go more discreet.

Instead, I am wearing a long black dress, with an open back, that has white embroidery that goes from the middle to the lower back, that same type of embroidery goes on the front, specifically one on the top, and also on the right-lower part, it's really beautiful and elegant, one feels quite comfortable with it.

As for the hairstyle, Gin has her hair loose, I have it up, but with some highlights that go to the side of my face. Now, as far as makeup is concerned, we both go with a rather sober one, Gin wears a darker lipstick that goes super well with her. Some high-heeled shoes and ready.

Upon arriving at the event, Gin's mother greets us, introduces us to some guests and shows us the table that we are going to use during the night. After a series of auctions and presentations, it was time for the annual ball, which is opened by a dance academy that also supports the cause. Then the guests continue the dance, with their partners and companions. Others go and look for someone to dance with.

At that moment, I get up to appreciate some of the photographs that have been put on the walls; When he turned around, he collided with a person, and when I was going to tell him that he should pay attention, since he almost knocked me down, I find myself with such intense eyes, I had never seen a look like that, eyes in which I get lost.