Kylie POV: I just got home from school, and thank the goddess, my dad is asleep. Guess the best part about the day though.. My friend planned a birthday party! FOR ME! I don't even remember the last time I had a birthday party. Oh right, probably before my mom died. Wait, not died. Shes..shes just not with me. That memory made my eyes water alittle. No! I can't let those sad thoughts creep into my head at a time like this. It's my birthday party today! Ok, so I have exactly forty minutes before Xander comes to pick me up. Not alot of time, but it'll have to work. I quickly got into the shower and cleaned myself off as fast as I could. I had to before careful because the scratch marks were still pretty fresh. Also they still hurt a tad.
I quickly soaped myself up, then washed all the suds off. I stepped out and grabbed a fluffy baby blue towel. I dried myself off. I decided to be alittle extra today since, since well, it is my birthday party.I went with a nice black satin button down shirt paired with nice jet black ripped jeans. I tucked in my shirt and added a nice black leather belt. Then I grabbed what makeup I had, mostly to cover my bruises, but now to dress up.
I applied small amounts of concealer on the inner corner of my eyes and a small line along the bottom side of my eye, then some more on my cupid's bow, alittle on my nose, then any dark spots, blemishes, or my scratch marks. I blended that all out then added some cream blush on the high points of my cheeks. I finished my look with alittle highlighter, some mascara, and finally lip gloss to tie everything together. Once satisfied with my look I put on my black leather jacket, and some black hightops. Satisfied with my look, I practically run out the door realizing there's only five minutes before Xander shows up. And he only knows to pick me up a block away. I kinda ran there only to see Xanders car when I finally make it there. He is early. Oh well.
“Hey Ke. Ready for your big 18 birthday party?!” He said very enthusiastic. Almost like a kid in a candy store.
“Sure am! Let's get this show on the road!” I said, matching his tone.
With that we drove off. I was so excited! I didn't care if it was just me and him, or the whole school. This would be my first birthday party in a long time, and I'm ready for it. We drove for a while but eventually got to the destination. As soon as we did, my jaw dropped. My eyes began to water at the sight in front of me. He knew me so well! I turned around to thank him while engulfing him in a tight hug.
“Thank you so much Xan! It's beautiful!” I told him teary eyed.
“Anything for you Ke.” He said so sincere.
Turning back around, I took a moment to admire this. There was a huge gazebo with twinkling lights dangling all throughout it. There was black balloons of all sizes and black streamers hanging throughout it. There was a few midnight blue and plum colored decorations as well. It all looked so amazing. There are so many people here! It was packed, people wearing all sorts of fun colors while im the only one in black.
Yes the party sounds like it's alittle emo, but I promise it's not, nor am i. The whole thing just looked like a midnight party. Deep rich colors with the lights acting as stars. It's not dark out yet, but it will be soon. Xander looped his arm though mine as we made our way over. The first stop we made was to Rose. Me and Rose swapped places and went to mingle. At that moment I wanted to be free, to not worry about my father or even think about him. I wanted to be a teenager. I wanted to never go back there, and live the life I actually wanted to. So I let loose. I went to the middle of the dance floor and started swaying my hips and moving my arms around. I was totally into the music and having a blast. We did some fun group dances, and line dances. I started to get alittle thirsty from all the dancing so I headed over to the snack and drink bar. I poured myself a glass of fruit punch. It was really good. I gulped that down and got back to dancing! I truly was having a blast. I danced with a few strangers, both male and female. However I didnt allow much physical contact knowing I had a mate. I was so nervous to meet him, but it also had to be done. I danced alittle longer and noticed the sun started to set. It was eight- thirty! Where did the time go.
I stepped out from under the gazebo to admire the sky. The beautiful blues fading across the sky, from wonderful sky blue tones into deep rich royal blues. Soft hues of oranges, purples, and pinks gently floated across the sky. After gazing upon the sky for awhile I joined the party again. Looking at the time it was 9:15. Hmpf. Three and a half hours till I shift. Im soo nervous, but I'm so ready. I can't wait to have my wolf. Somebody that will never leave me. The other half of me unlocked for good. Who wouldn't want that? I grabbed a drink from the bar and slowly drank it. I went back into the crowd and started swaying to the music again. They played upbeat music, and I was thankful for that. There was a few built in counters here that are super sturdy. So, when the song came on and the DJ announced to the crowd for the ladies to show off some moves, the countertops began to slowly fill. I decided why not and hopped up there. I got up basically on the middle one to the left slightly. The song Boom Boom Pow came on by black eyed peas and it was perfect. I began to move my hips quite alot. I moved my arms around to the beat and shook my ass a bit, just for fun. I flipped my hair some, just to add for the dramatic effect. I felt really good, I even felt alittle sexy. I loved it. On the next base change I dropped down and started to bounce a bit.
All of us ladies were doing it while sticking out our asses a bit. We stood back up and all the ladies on each counter smushed together while the song ended. We all posed and jumped off the counters. Rosealie and I were dancing on the same countertop, and by the way she was smiling when she jumped down I knew she had fun. Next she ran over to her mate, Xander, whos eyes have gone darker. As soon as she was in ars reach he snatched her up into a protective hug. I watched his head dip down to her neck, while he licked her marking spot, in return making her shiver. She giggled and he smiled while they went back to dancing.
I did however notice he kept placing her close to his chest, and directly in front of him. *wink* It appears Xander enjoyed watching his mate totally work it up there that he got alittle to happy. I loved watching everybody have a good time. I don't really know these people but I didn't care. I'm pretty sure they don't know me but whatever. Everyone was having a good time, and that's all that matters to me. It was about 10:15 now and I was getting a little antsy. I was going to shift soon and I could smell my mate then. I Know who he is, but not what he looks like. I decided to do some drinking games and dance some more for about 45 minutes. That was until Xander came up to me. He basically told me he wanted me to meet someone, but he didn't tell me. I got alittle more antsy the farther we went, until finally he told me.
“Ke, you're going to meet your mate.” He said cautiously. I froze. I stopped walking and stood in place, not moving. Was I ready to meet him? I was to the point of shaking before I said..
“Xander.” I whispered out. He turned to look at me and grabbed my shoulders as soon as he saw my state.
“Hey. Hey, shhhhh. It's okay Ke. He's a good guy, nothing will happen. Please?” He spoke so gently.
“Am I ready Xander? To meet him?” I spoke out softly.
“Of course you are Ke. Get to know him alittle. Give him a chance. And if you decide later you don't want him… reject him” He said the last part almost broken.
“But, please, give him a chance. I promise he won't hurt you.” He repeated for the millionth time. Why does he keep trying to reassure me he won't hurt me?
“Of course he wouldn't hurt me..why would he..right?” I said..almost... asking.
“Ke, maybe.. There's something you should know, that I know about you.” He told me, and my heart dropped. Please, please don't be what I think it is. Tears began to collect in my eyes, and slowly roll down my face. I don't want to be viewed as that girl. The one everybody pities.
“When you went to the hospital.. The doctor, she um she told us something. The doctor believes you are being abused.” He said, whispering out the whole thing while fat tears fall from his deep brown eyes. No! No, he cant-i didnt- he- No. My barrier broke and I collapsed to the ground, crying my heart out. 14 years! 14 years, I have waited for someone to notice! !4 years, I have been scarred somebody would find out! 14 years I have suffered! And now, somebody knows my secret. He knows what I've tried to hide my whole life. He knows.He crouched down and engulfed me in a tight supportive hug. He silently cried with me.
“Xander I-im sorry” I whispered so low, i'm surprised he heard. I could barely speak with all the crying.
“Ke its not your fault. Kylie… we can make them go away forever, they never have to hurt you again. I'll protect you. I will get rid of them for you. Anything for you, Kylie.” He cooed.
Kill for me? He'd kill for me?..
“Are you sure he'll treat me right?” I asked, quiet as a mouse.
“Absolutely Ke.”
“Can you tell me who hurt you?..” He asked gently.
“My-my-m-m-my” I hiccuped. The tears came down like a waterfall at this point. I've never told anyone this before. It's really hard to say this, to put this trust in someone while being so vulnerable.
“My…. my father.” I choked out. I felt Xander tense after I said that.
After that whole situation he helped me back up, and we shook off the grass. We had already walked for a bit before all.. That. But we still had a bit of a walk. Finally we got to where we were going and I closed my eyes. I still needed a few minutes to go through with this. I turned my back as I heard footsteps approach. I took a few deep breaths and finally turned back around. Now facing the person that approached me, I waited a second and held out my hand. I waited till I felt a large hand gently hold mine, almost as if it would break. I tried to clear my throat to make it sound like I hadn't been crying, however luck wasn't in my favor.
“Hi, I'm Kylie.”
“I'm Xavier.” A smooth deep husky voice spoke. I was engulfed in this amazing sweet smell. It smelled like, taking a walk through a forest. An earthy smell, like pine. There was a hint of citrus and it smelled divine. I could fall in love with just this smell. I slowly opened my eyes to look at my mate and almost gasped when I saw him.
His eyes brought me in first. They are so beautiful. Gorgeous eyes, colored like ice blue. Before me stood a tall, muscular man. Standing around 6’8, you could tell he worked out. He had midnight black hair that I wanted to run my fingers through. High cheekbones, a thick boxy nose that he pulled off so well, luscious pink lips, and a great jawline. He was beautiful. I just stared at him for a few minutes before the silence was broke.
“You're beautiful.” He wipered, whilst I smiled. I was about to say something before I saw his eyes go a few shades darker as he fought for control.
“MINE” he growled out in a low tone. I almost didn't hear. I could see him fighting his wolf, who was wanting to move towards me, while he was fighting not to. Seeing him in distress made me want to help him. So I did the only thing I could think of. I closed the space between us and wrapped my arms around his large chest. He responded quickly as he wrapped his arms around my waist and dipped his head down into my neck. I heard him inhale deeply then sigh.
“Thank you love.” My mate said. For some reason when we touched, I felt something. It didn't feel like the normal mate stuff. Almost as if something changed? Like something was coming to the surface. I passed it off, thinking it's probably just my wolf. Everyone feels this way, right? He slowly stood back up and took a step back. His eyes never left mine. We both smiled looking at each other. He looked like he was beaming.We were still staring at each other when I felt a sharp pain in my rib.
“Ahhh” I cried out as my knees buckled. I didn't even make it to the ground before I was held in someone's arms.
“It's 12:00” Xander said quietly.
“Shhh it's ok. You're shifting love. You got this.” My mate cooed.
Just then I had a splitting headache. It felt like it was splitting in two. My mate backed away a bit, but not going far. He had to give me room to shift.
I heard my bones snap and relocate. Slowly fur began to sprout from my skin. My skull elongated to make room for my snout. I could tell my senses being heightened. I could smell alittle stronger, and I began to feel the sparks. I would say I might be able to see better, but my eyes are sealed shut. I hunched over so I was on all fours. I kept screaming because the pain in my ribs were unbearable. I figured it was normal since everything about my body has changed.
“Shhh, it's okay mate, you can get through this, you're strong.” My mate encouraged.
I was thankful to have him here. His encouraging words helped me alot. After a few minutes I felt myself finally get to the size I needed, and the pain slowly began to subside. I opened my eyes and look down, the result surprised me. I saw my huge paws, but one was white, and the other blue? Suddenly the blue paw turned grey. It was so fast, if you blinked you missed it. I think I just hallucinated it. All of a sudden I heard MY mate say the one thing I didn't want them to know, at least not yet.
“Wait. The doctor said shifting could kill her with the abuse. Especially her ribs!” He said panicked.
My head snapped so fast to look at him. He knew. He suddenly looked back to me, and I froze. My mate knows. What do i do?! Will he treat me differently because of it? Could He be the same way because of it? Will he hurt me?! I lifted my head back up to look at him. I'm not sure what made me do it. But I ran.